and he said "can we be friends"
i didn't really know. "i have enough friends"
"well what are we then?"
the silence was deafening. then i wrote my last
poem in the space standing between us
"we are a bundle of photographs in an old shoe
box we put at the tippy top of our closest next
to our old dreams and constellations and
watch it slowly gather dust. and when our
children ask who our first loves were we think
back quietly to the faded memories we shared
and try to push each other from the brain even
after all the years. and perhaps a little bit of
dust gets caught in one of our eyes and we are
asked "mommy are you crying" and "of course
not honey" follows soon after but we both
know somewhere there was an entirely
different universe out there for us to share but
it's okay because we will smile at our respective
children and homes and spouses and you will
say "of course not, it was always your mom";