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Mommy help!
Mommy I need you!
where are you?
why is it so dark
why is it so cold?
whats this wet stuff?
its smells like blood!
Mommy dont you love me?
you said you did.
I think this is my blood
(im fading)
Mommy im sleepy
promies you will come back
Mommy im scared
(im gone)
My hope is different
than yours
my hope is to have food on the table
yours to have that new purse
my hope is to
have somewhere to sleep tonight
yours is to have silk sheets
my hope is to feed my kids
yours is to have that boyfriend
My hope is to
have a job tomorrow
Yours is to have work called off
My hope is to be alive tomorrow
Yours is to make sure im not.
I love this searing pain
that boars through my veins
along with this pain
comes the magical realese
of blood
nothing can cure my
loneliness, numbness and hatred
like this razor can
all i have to do is push and slice
and everything fades away
the blood pools under me
I smile at that feeling
of nothing but pain
kiss me goodbye for
this is it
im fading into
nothingness
where my words go
where my obvious screams for help
are lost
in the abyss of darkness
you caused
This burning inside my chest
is to much for me to take
I can feel my heart beating
hagard
My lungs weeze
From trying to breath
through the pain
my ribs crack
under the pressure
from holding in the sobs
My throat twiches
from the effort to
hold in the words
My heart is braking from the
Absense from you
This smile
is fake
This smile
is forced
This smile
it hurts
This smile
is for you
do you like it?
its not really me
but for you
i put it on
for you i make up
the lies
for you
i dig deeper,
and deeper
i bleed all of you out
all the while
smiling
This smile
drenched in the red
of my blood
just to make you happy
just to see you smile
a real smile
I will smile
This smile
even though it hurts
so bad
Hatred burns
numbness hurts
madness stabs
razors cut
veins bleed
blood pools
you ****....
I want a life
without this pain
I want a day
without this worry
I want someone to tell me
Its alright
Your aloud to mess up
I want my Daddy
to believe in me again
I want my mommy
to talk to me again
I want this self hatred
to leave me
I want to live
I want YOU...
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