I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
And if I go outside I'll fall apart

Sketches mean nothing, but they are my world to me
I just use it to set me free
But I could not go away if I wanted to

I can hide from friends, but my feelings are still there too
Self-depricating thoughts interrupting all the time
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine

My outlook isn't bright so I shall close my eyes
Compulsively complaing about how the world is full of lies
I can't stand the ways that I react

I wish to make myself disappear, but I am hesitant
Convinced that my future will be better than the present
And so for today, I remain intact

I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
And if I go outside I'll fall apart

I once was a doll, one who was broken
Assigned to scare those who waltzed into my home
I wasn't alone, but my partner has never spoken
Her figure cold, porcelain and never roamed

I was unlike other dolls, able to move, able to speak
And at times, I only wished to gain a friend who was alive
But humans as I have learned are rude and quite unique
But none wished to remain with me, I wonder why?

At one time I was as sweet as Candy
Until I let out my Cin
Started off playing games, those which I considered handy
Until they never stopped them from leaving, then I could feel my other side kicking in
She was mean, heartless should I say
And she was not one to accept people, she made them go away

Now I sit alongside my frozen friend
Waiting until I too, meet my frozen end

Anger in his eyes, his fist raised again
Where is the compasion? What is it that lacks in him?
Daddy, what happened to you? When did you change?
What caused you to grow heartless and deranged?
The days grow darker, mommy is gone.
Some days present battles that cannot be won.
The more violence I see, the more I wish to run
I want to go back to the old days, when time with daddy used to be fun
But the storm is raging, darkening the skies
The hits get worse the more the child cries
A man who used to be a guardian has lost his glow
And one day the child will escape his blow

Tears of a mother, scares the child
Misunderstanding, the look in the child's eye is wild
Fear mixed into a situation of the unknown
Unsure where to walk because this time the path has not been shown
All these little kids know, is they must pack up their toys for they will be going away
Momma said that she doesn't know where she will stay
So separated, they must be
The children then find refuge with their daddy
He takes them in, promising it will be alright
But without momma, I can't sleep at night...
Is she safe? Is she ok?
Daddy? Why did mommy go away?