Kay - Hello Poetry

Kay Nov 2013

My heart used to soar,
but now it's just
sore.

Kay Oct 2013

Crush

My heart jumps
at your voice.
My mouth smiles
without choice.
The slightest touch
gives me a rush.
I like this feeling
of a crush.

Kay Oct 2013

When they come back...

you came running back
after all this time
since you feel so alone now
and have emotions running high
you left because you "didn't care"
but now you say you do
well, I think it's a load of ****
to claim I'm right for you
you care about my feelings, really?
then why'd you treat me that way?
our relationship had many flaws
I'd be a fool to not run away
boy, you are way too late
I know we're not meant to be
I know there's someone for you out there
but it certainly ain't me

Kay Oct 2013

Heaven?

She laid on the ground
to take in the sky
and after awhile
she let out a sigh.
She gazed at the stars
all blinking and bright
with her hand tracing lines
all through the night.
“Is there a heaven?
I don’t know for sure,
but this sky of wonder
makes me feel so secure.
I wish there could be
a place after death
where I could find peace
and have no regrets.
The infinite universe
scares me at times,
but maybe someday
in it, I’ll be fine.”

Kay Oct 2013

Love&Hate

I feel the hate
boiling up inside
and want to rip your heart out
like you did to mine
I want to yell
until it rumbles
and rattles your body
til it crumbles
But at other times
I feel the love
swelling up in my chest
through my veins like a drug
I want to stare at your face
and stroke your hair
to go back to the place
where we were a perfect pair
I am battling between
my love and my hate
and I wish I could just feel

nothing.

Kay Oct 2013

The Night You Saved my Life

You don't know it,
but I owe you my life
When I lost control
and almost plunged in the knife.
My breathing shortened:
in
out
inout
inout
inoutinoutinout
Tingly, stinging
losing feeling,
flashing images
spurting my head.
But I saw your face-
Knew I wasn't dead.
Clenched my fists
and held on!
For you.
You were my reason,
my inspiration,
my motivation
to overcome,
continue on,
get back up,
and fight for my life!
because the pain proves
to be worth it.

Kay Oct 2013

The Fault in Our Stars

My favorite book is The Fault in Our Stars, so I wrote a poem about it.*

The fault is not in us, my love
The fault is in our stars
For we should be together
Whether we be near or far

But due to certain circumstance
Our love will never be
But I will always love you
For Earth's eternity

Although I cannot see you
And want to fall apart
Your beauty and your warmth
Will live within my heart