I'm in your thoughts
I'm in your mind
I'm that little voice inside your head
Go on,
Try and hide
You're not safe
Inside your house
Don't worry, baby boy
I'm quiet
Like a ******' mouse
I'm tricky, tricky
You don't stand a chance
Cause you got the wrong girl mad
I love you
But I loathe you
And **** can get pretty bad

A swig from my glass melts my troubles away
Takes away the frustrations of today
What can I say, what can I say?
At least with liquid gold, it's a better day
My boss is a ****, that's what I say
This is a better route, at least for me, anyway
I don't have time to kneel and pray
When liquid gold is an arm's length away
My thirst is not for Ocean Spray
I'm not hungry so what's the use of buffet?
I'd much rather kick back and play
With my liquid gold, I could spend all day

I want to tell you
All these secrets inside
I wish to scream them to the heavens
I do not like to hide
A relationship
Where comebacks are all we speak
How can I express to you
This truth that leaves me weak?
We've had so many opportunities
But never spoke a word
Never wrote a note
Never struck a chord
Am I the one to blame?
I built these walls so high
Story after story
Lie after lie after lie
I've only told the truth
When it became an absolute must
I want to let you in
But fear your lack of trust
Now you say you want to know
The things inside my head
Do you really?
I think you don't
I think you'd rather be dead
For you to know what I've become
For you to see what I am
Just another animated statistic
Another young lost lamb
I know you want to be there
To heal the wounds I'll hide
But you cannot handle this world
I've created in my mind
Mother, tell me now
What it is you want to hear
I won't offer this information
The truth is what we fear
The truth is what you fear

Where have you been
In these last few days?
I've missed you
I've cursed you
For being so far away
You left before I could return
There was no loving farewell
And you may never return to this place
As far as I can tell
Perhaps it is for the best
That we end this here and now
Time heals all, so they say
But a hurt like this is allowed?

Clutching to the knife
Clinging for dear life
Holding the handle steadily
At the end, a blade, quite deadly
Sinking the metal into your skin
To relieve the pressures within
Cuts deeper, longer
Slices steeper, stronger
Anger drips unto the ground
Anguish leaves your vocals bound
Tired of this numbing feel
Though the pain of it all is quite real
As the final droplets fall
You find that you have hit a wall
With the final breath you’ll take
Plunge the blade, your body breaks

How long did you think you would last
Going from friend to friend so fast
Only calling when you needed a ride
Or to escape from your own confined mind
Remember when you were still my friend
And for a quick fix, you let it end
I miss the talks we used to share
Obviously, our memories, you could spare
But so desperately, you loved the lies
And wouldn't escape the hallucinating highs
People were the ultimate expense
No one had time for a proper defense
It started with cigarettes and graduated to ****
In no time at all, you were popping ecstasy
You wouldn't listen to our debate
You'd long ago decided your fate
So here it is, my final word
I'm done with you, set free the bird
There is nothing left for you to hear
Goodbye, little brother, unwise beyond your years

I did
He died
She cried
"Goodbye"
Long pauses
Follow heavy sighs
In the sky
Now he flies
Hella high
In the sky
Past the light
Death bites
See ya on the other side