Barely moving
Head is pounding
Grabbing for my temples
Heart racing
Barely gonna make it
Never gonna make it
Dry heave
Real heave
Dry heave
Still paying for the night before
One tequila
Two tequila
Three tequila
Floor
What the **** did I do this for?
Light's too bright
Sound's too loud
Can't get my breakfast down
Everything I eat
Comes right back out
Up the throat
And out my mouth
Choke down bile
Sit down a while
Stare at the kitchen tiles
Half the day is down the drain
Never-ending bouts of pain
Dry heave's back
Won't cut me slack
Mind-splitting ***** attack
Searing pain
Back once again
Riding the porcelain bus
For at least another 10
I feel like ****
I'm calling it quits
Peace, everyone
I'm done with this

This emotion is so foreign to me
I can't catch my breath when you're near
I think about you so very often
It's as if you're always here
You're smile has become my drug
Addicted to it's ivory hue
You're embrace is what I crave
For another day to get through
The warmth from your being has become my sun
Ignites the flame in my own
No more nights of lonesome feel
For memories of you  have grown
What's the word for this newfound sensation?
It's still so new and strange
Perhaps I should act upon this pull
Maybe it's time for a change

For reasons best unsaid
For thoughts long since misled
For hearts so fragile
Can no one person mend
I love you
And now it's out and known
For all the world to see
True feelings have been shown
I love you
I love you though it pains
I love you and this is why
We may never speak again
I love you
I've said it, and it's grown
I wish I'd never loved you
For I've never felt so alone
I've held you in my arms
But never held your heart
Nor could you return my love
Should you, we'd come apart
I love you
More than I ever could another
I love you though this is wrong
To fall for a common lover
Is it any wonder
My mind has gone askew?
For I shall never say the words
"I am in love with you"

Who are you to cast down upon me
This, never-ending list of commands
To force yourself upon me
Devil’s instrument in hand
Wishing to overcome my body
To plunge diseased flesh deep within
Conquering long valued sensibility
And bask amid my unwarranted sin
You may have torn my soul to shreds
And abused my womb and thighs
For my every new depraved low
Is your new fascist high
I’d thought you were not the same
I had been abused before
However never by you
So this is what comrades are for?
I am left weak and used
A plaything for a man’s pleasure
Once for fun, now out with the trash
Is this how my value is measured?
My legs are bruised, my skin is flushed
I’m left a broken mess
I cannot confide in the ones I love
To them, I may not confess
You’ve torn me apart
And left me forbidden
I’ve been handled and fondled
Nearly bedridden
My ears still hear your dark words
My flesh still crawls at your touch
You’ve burned an invisible mark
For which I cannot do much
I hate my skin for your touch
I hate my ears for your voice
I hate my body for your *******
I hate you for not leaving me a choice
To you this is probably a game
You probably thought not of the pain
For now I am deemed damaged goods
And may never be longed for again
This must be kept a secret
‘Less I face even more ridicule
For an act I desired no party in
And yet I am treated still so cruel

Turns out you were fake
Yeah, I can deal with that
But the thing that really ticks me off
Was that I let you get away
With being a ****, a huge *******
You’re a huge femme
You spent too much time in the gym
When we first met
I could’ve sworn you were into him
You cared more about what they thought
Then how your actions made me feel
You’re kind of a ******
Not even, that’s too kind
You wear body splash
You’re mind is pretty vacant
If you weren’t under your mother’s roof
You’d be another SF vagrant
Now you’re with another girl
I hope she gives bad head
By the way,
Just so you know,
You weren’t that great in bed
(That's right, I faked it)

I’m wasting my time with you
I’m ******* fed up with this ****
You’re arguments are pathetic
Your mind’s ******* vacant
You’re such a ******* ******
Even I can’t explain it
Your friends are losers
And you defend their *******
You’re driving me crazy
I’m pulling my hair out at root
You make my heart race
And my mind pound with rage
Why can’t you just *******
For once act your own age?
Excuse after excuse
And the “please, I’m so sorry”
It’s getting outrageous
You don’t ******* care
If you ******* cared
You would have called
You would have wrote
You just make anyone
Out to be your scapegoat
And I’m just as bad
I put up with your ****
I shouldn’t have to
But I did just for you
And you took me for granted
And you took me for doubt
All I can say is **** this game
***** you,
I’m out.

She is a part of you
She is a part of me
Grass growing
Wind in the trees
She is your succubus
She is my nemesis
She is our sister
She is my strength
My arms and legs are her
She is my femininity
She is my womb
Follows me through
Stages of life
From my birth
To mine tomb
She is God
She is Goddess
She is quizzical
She is a test
Life in her
She is life and death
There is love in her hate
Meaning behind her sin
Take what you can
Of her within
She is my oxygen
She is my poise
She is a river
The red clay on the shore
She will come forevermore
She is my eyes
She rules my hands
Controls the feeling
She is good
She is evil
She is Zeus
She is Devil
My body is her
My hair and lips
My shoulders and neck
She gives to me
She is empathy
She is emotion
She is everything I touch
She is
She is a part of me