Illusion Confusion inner self doubt always questioning what life's all about.
Self affliction . Personal addiction.
Soul destruction my deduction.
Life with little construction.
Moral obstructions, lacking any form of positive production
And little , nothing . Am I proving it's the whole of me that I'm loosing.

In a world of living shadows,
that are clothed in flesh and bone,
we must compete with each other
to make our presence known.
Though some may appear
much taller than others,
that image will sadly fade
when the light of the sun has gone.
I wish I could stop crying,
I wish I didn't have to try,
On the outside
I'm smiling,
But inside I'm dying,

If you said you were cold I would wrap my arms around you.
If you said you were thirsty I would give you the ocean blue.
I would give you anything: the moon, the stars, the sunset too.
Come a little closer Honey, come a little closer,
let me whisper in your ear.
Let me tell it to you softly,
So that no one else will hear.
What I have to say is private, and is just between us two; just want you, to know how much, I love the things you do I Love You,

You look at me as if I'm the only girl around
You make me feel important and never let me down
You've shown me how to live How to smile, what to say
You've shown me what it's worth
To love someone each and every day
So this poem goes out to you
For everything you've done
And I hope now you understand That baby,
you're the one!

The beguiled  are rewarded as for there
charm or enchanting, and  deceptive ways
And my curse to whom deems it
Is to be eternally ****** disillusioned  
A disappointment and Sorrow
Dark shadows tail them
resulting from the discovery of there
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm there undercover
Ill make you numb,
I feel alive revived
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I wish I didn't yell,
I wish I didn't pretend,
I wish I didn't feel crazy,
I wish I didn't always feel stuck,
I wish I didn't feel different,
I wish I could start over,
I wish I didn't feel so worthless,
I wish I didn't feel empty inside,
I wish I could just let go,
I wish I didn't need help,