Deeper than the mountains
Deeper than the seas
Is this Hole that embraces my soul
Stronger than a tower
Bigger than the world
Is the faith I see in You
Anxious to get out, but eager to come in
Always trying to find a place in between
A place so safe, but wait thats not the way!
I see a mass of bliss coming towards me
Sensing my veins and feeling them near
what is this?
but wait thats not the way, get away!
Peace fills me now, sensing your every breath
coming closer each day
This is the way.. when I feel you near, and everything
else disappears
This is the way, the journey i should inhale
Show me the way, so I wont mistake the path you granted
upon my will
Show me once again, I've been blinded to your ways,
Shadows fill the space and I cant see your face
Hold this feeling so strong, grab it and all your senses will drown
To it, the feeling were I get lost in you.

Today equals no progress
When will my burdens disappear?
Or when will you make them less heavy?
Ok is wednesday, friday and maybe sunday
It comes and goes
Peace of mind is what I long for
The sky has lost Its color blue
Its now red
Why does It hurt when I know Its for the best?
or do I rejoice in my sufferings?
I push away the clouds of rain,
and when they're gone
I cry for them to come back again
Maybe I was born to hate,
To want the things I cannot change
Why dont I try hard enough for what I want?
Instead I settle for what I dont
I live this life feeling like i want to die
But at the same time afraid of death
I picked up a Bible today
A sign that i still got faith
Even when I thought I've lost it all
And a voice tells me that It wont help
But I cant seem to take my hands off of It.

I was looking forward to yesterday,
but you only give me this day
One day I made myself promise
I'll forget about today
But now the ghost of my past are here
Knocking at my door,
Should I let them in?
I find myself behind bars
Hidden in a secret room
Is It too late now?
But only time will tell
If I let myself open doors
Close or break them all
Install a security alarm
Or leave them wide open
How should I know?

Days go by and still I think of you,
I wish I could hate you and erase you
I thought I've felt love before,
But like this I'm not sure
Dreaming about you, even when I don't want to
Feeling like I wanna see you when I don't have to
The thing is I don't want you,
But my heart keeps remembering all this **** about you
All I think about is when will I be free from
Feeling like this absence has marked me
I want to remember the bad things,
I want to not feel like I want you back to me
Time passes and nothing changes,
Silently in love and lost without you.