im alone at night
Im alone as I sit
curled into a big ball
The voices are my only friends ,
even they leave me alone some times.
Im alone when anxiety takes control,
im reminded something insides me
controls me even as I fight .
Im alone in this all
it doesn't mean a thing to anyone else
just me
so alone I stay

as the moon light hits your
deep blue eyes
I see deep into your soul
in a flash I am scarred
I feel cold
the moonlight has gone from a beautiful sight
to a nightmare on the run

Im a bad  girl
but id be good for you and only you
im a devil
but id be your angle
im lost
but I found myself because of you

Without you, I feel broken.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail In a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

crazy love with you
its wild and free
filled with passion
no need for anyone else
when I got you
I got you
and you perfect hair
smile
and amazing love

you used me
I let it happen I couldn't fight it no more
you played me
I gave into please you

           * I don't forgive you*
leave me alone
I cant look into those eyes
I will fall all over again
            I DONT  FOGIVE YOU

I wanna be skinny just
to show you what you missed out on
and dame it im gunna do it
your going to miss me
you will feel stupid for letting me go
but ........ no I will not
come running back
or fall for you ever again
im going to get what I deserve