Here wandering hollywood where it eternally smells of **** and velvet the sun beating out last nights confetti into a melted submission of brown goo on pavement where 2000 girls dreams got run over by wrong ways today in this all or nothing place where the shadows of the palm trees etched through midnight hours in the smoke of denial a crown and an ugly mask. Yaoooooooooo.....  Waeeeooooooo.......

i walk out the door and it's a living anti drug ad---- grannies in pink with scars up and down their legs, youth with ******* glasses chewin' out their teeth chumpin' for my change to score, leathered out n' shot up tracked all all over ***** men swaying with grins beating their heads against walls calling for MORE MORE MORE...  just one more score... skeletal grave home... street sleeping slums of lonliness

Awkward n 15 year olds stroll with thrift minks and mismatched flowerd lace klunk grandma heels and a thrill in their eyes.

Cockroaches on cracked floors
***** fuzz amps and holes in boys
Dolly strung in girls hanging from a bulb
Sways on the cement I'm a troll
Wrestling with blindfolds back knives and lost homes
I curl on the couch
Red broken leather
Fall into a mouse trap
Half smoked dreams
Curling fingernails up my thighs
Half forgotten lullabies
Reaching for the sky
Don't fetch me
I'm still alive

the way that time gets you
a flash dance
a bullet serenade
a drunken butterfly chase.

i'm laughing.  we're all laughing

8/3/10 908pm

his rawhide leather
my death wish
burning on a guitar
string
screaming my mouth
black boots
sparrow lips


oil stains
his fingernails are clean
mine aren't

kate crash.....
is dressed as a white trash sailing new york doll in a laundry somewhere on sunset hot and bored smoking dead ends and time ... Wish u were here