her heart broken
her eyes shed tears
her smile fades
out with her fears

scared of the future
ashamed of the past
i truely hoped
this love would last

but once again
i am left dieing
sitting, screaming
bleeding, crying

heads pulsing
body quivers
eyes shake
spine shivers

nothing can heal
this unbealivable pain
tears pour
like unstoppable rain

blood rushes
with my afflicted heart
like a completed puzzle
torn apart

it keeps going and going
never to stop
almost like
it'll never just plop
out, like an answer to a riddle

so vague
yet in your face
wait i don't get it
is this never to be placed?

its ripping and ripping
the bloods dripping..
all over the floor
i have to be tripping

no, this is my life
piece it back together
the puzzles complete
and the pain remains

she picks herself up
she gets off the floor
her heart is in pain
it can't take much more

but yet she stands
strong, like..
she knew she could be
put down the gin
today the pain doesnt win

for some strange reason
i can feel my heart bleeding
for life, i am pleading
with death i am proceeding

this fake life that im leading
has got me asking for meaning
this isnt me, but its what im being

broken bridges between me and you
theres something i forgot to do
i forgot to make it up to you
after all the **** ive put you through

i still love you,baby  its true
in the end, all i need is you
and i know you still need me too
no matter what i'll always be here

i didn't mean to make you feel like you disappeared
i didnt mean to make our relationship queer
or to make you feel like you shouldn't be here
cause i want you to know, i love you my dear

please dont leave me alone in the dark
our love might be dead, but it can respark
our fire was huge, our ashes very stark
if you asked you to marry me, whats your remark

dont leave me standin here no  more
please please dont walk out that door
know our love hit bottom, but we can make it sore
when we split, my heart just tore

i promised you id make it up
i didnt mean to get mad and blow up
baby dont tell me twice, i know i ****** up
it didnt happen the way i set it up

well now imm put your finger through this ring
make the wedding singer sing
***, imma take you under my wing
cause now baby we're back on the upswing(:

i dont know what to do anymore
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know what to say anymore
i dont know if i just want to disappear

nothing is going the way i planned
nothing is going the way i want
nothing is seeming to help
nothing is going to stop the daunt

no one will ever understand
no one will ever feel my pain
no one will even try to help
no one will see my tears, like rain

always alone, with no one here
always alone, no one by my side
always alone, in heart and soul
always alone, when i have died

they left me here, to rot alive
they left me here, to slowly die
they left me here, to slowly decay
they left me here, for me to cry

im finally done, with my life
im finally done, with trying love
im finally done, with holding up
im finally done, with a problem, the solution thereof

**this is my last goodbye, to all my friends
this is my last goodbye, to my family
this is my last goodbye, to my one love
this is my last goodbye, to the one and only me

this one amazing guy,
that no one could ever understand
has dropped me harder,
and faster then i have ever planned

his hand let go of mine,
and i have fallen severely
he doesnt see at all,
that i love him sincerely

my heart is now mangled,
my tears start to stimulate
my wrist now has slits,
and my addrenaline accelerates

my head seems to spin,
and my blood seems to rave
my lips turn to stone,
and his lips i crave

my body is numb when it realizes,
the irresistable passion lyin within
the blood gushes but i dont care,
knowing that the razor never cuts thin

deep into my skin it pierces,
as i etch back and forth
this is love,
i never had to force

as my whole body collides,
and my heart shatters
he looks at me and laughs,
like nothing between us even matters

my skin color flushes,
and my eyes turn dull
nothing could solve this unbearable pain,
nothing ever does

but before i had his hand in mine,
his stunning body next to my side
my smile slowly fades away,
and he tells me he wont stay

he leaves me speechless,
laying almost dead on the floor
and in the end all i wanted,

**was just one kiss more