you don't know the pain i go through
to see you wrap your arm around her
all the tears i still cry
are for the reminiscing memories of what we were

our love fades and your love grows
and you push me away to pull her close
i miss your hand over mine
and our fingers intertwined

your passionate glare, and that "come here baby" smile
drag me into our lust, and out of the "i don't love you" denial
you tell me you love me, and always will
but when it comes down to it, its you and her still

the anticipation of me and you
tears you apart too?
i don't believe it, its not true
there's signals and signs through the things you do

i cant believe i let this tear me apart
there is no end to this start..
this isn't a lie, this is completely true..

baby, of course i still love you<3

one day he came to rescue me
and instead he threatened me
told me to get down to my knees
and beg for my life, "oh please oh please"

i begged and cried and sobbed and shook
but my life, he still took
he ripped out my heart, a ****** red
then he chopped off my gorgeous head

blood slattered all over the walls
no one could hear my screaming calls
although i am immortal and will never die
my head is chopped off, so i cry

i scream in horror and try to fight back
then my voice begins to crack
i can no longer scream or speak
it only comes out a tiny creek

i writhed and struggled to get him away
i have nothing else to do, but pray and pray
i hope to god he helps me
look down god, and me you will see!

i can no longer move and no longer stand
i wish someone would come and give me a hand
someone come and find me here
i cant do anything, this problem is queer

i lay there confused, and once again try to scream
but then i wake up from that horrid dream

always there when i need you
always around by my side
always there when i want to cry
and you were there when i almost died

together through all the tears
together through all the restless nights
together through the smiles and laughs
and we made it through all the never-ending fights

nothing could ever break us apart
nothing could pull us down
nothing could get inbetween us
and i never wished to make you frown

we might have been through a lot
we might have been through tears
we might have been through tons of ****
but i would never regret these four years

after everything you've ever said
after everything you've denied
after everything we came through
tears of joy i have cried..

so thank you for always being here
and thank you for being my friend
thank you for everything you've done
friends until the very end<3

to the one i truely loved,
you shattered my heart in two
the only reason behind my tears
is oblivious you

and my eyes begin to pour like pelting rain
as i once more see you with her again
her in your hand, right where i belong
i have fallen apart, but i try to stay strong

i pretend nothings wrong, and put on a show
i regret letting him leave, and letting him go
i watched him walk out the door, and didnt stop him
now i lay crying, soleumly and grim

the pain burns like a kindling fire
i am now wrapped in barbed wire
i miss him touch, i miss his smile
i wish he missed me, and wasnt in denial

the scars on my wrist show i have lost him for good
i love him so much, and i wish he understood
that love isnt something you can pass by
especially after all the nights i've cried

i wish that he could know my pain
and know that being alone has no gain
i wish he knew my heart has shattered
because after seeing him with her


*my heart is completly mattered

as he walks around with her in his hand
i dont know where in his life i stand
the tears just stream down my face like rain
the pain in my heart i can no longer contain

i try to fight it, and hold it in
but thats a war i cannot win
he looks at her like he used to look at me
i have so much passion, i wish he could see

my head starts to pulse, eyes fight the tears
but they stream down, and out with my fears
each tear is labeled with something i feel
like my broken heart that will never heal

pain, agony, jealousy, and torment
he has pushed my feelings to their extent
the tears pour out and the thoughts explode
more memories then my mind can behold

after trying to hold it all back
my heart finally began to crack
seeing him with her just tears me apart
he took all the pieces to my stone cold heart

i cant let go, he just keeps me tied
he has no idea how many nights ive cried
and im so sick of all these love songs
i wish i could go back and right all the wrong

im so fed up with the thought of him, and the memories
and now every song reminds me of what used to be
im so done with wishing he was still here
but yet i sit here and cry these painful tears

**love shouldnt hurt, it shouldnt slowly **** me
i just want to die, i wanna be set free

bet you didnt think a white girl could rap
well ***** best back off before i collapse
before i fly off the wall and off the chain
best back off before i give you some pain
we can rap all day but ill show you up
'cause this white girl can rap, that's whats up
got the chain 'round my neck and rings on my fingers
everybody should rap, **** all them lame singers
wakin' up to rhymes and a beat that be poppin'
if i get rappin' there aint no stoppin'
'cause white girl can rap
after the **** you been talkin'
with a few rhyming words
and now you be walkin'

as the razor lays upon my skin
this is a battle i couldnt win
i press down and start to scrape
again my arm, the pain i cant take

i start to cry, and my body shakes
i stare at the puddle of blood it makes
red rain drips down like a waterfall
i wish i could just forget it all

left in this world all alone
heart has turned to cold, friggid stone
eyes become pallid, body becomes lame
nothing will ever be the same

the images around me become black
i can't believe he made my heart crack
into a million little pieces
my heart rate slowly decreases

left on the floor, because i can no longer stand
blood still running down my fragile hand
each and every old scar
reminds me of who you are

the one i was always in love with
now my body begins to writhe
i am now laying dead on my back
because of you, my heart has cracked