Ive struggled with who I am,
for a good minute.
The beautiful intelligent friend of mine,
has lost her mind.
I might be going home soon.
I'm not addicted I swear.
I just miss them.
Well maybe I miss you too.
Who knows.
Who cares.
These are just blabs
that happen in the middle of the night.

I twirl into you,
grab your hand,
you let it go.
Guess you don't want to dance.

She has long blonde hair.
Blue eyes like the sea.
A smile worth killing over.
But she's nothing like me.
Beauty fades.
Souls stay pure.
So go ahead be with your little *****.

Dragging the jacket behind me,
I'm covering up my tracks now.
Good bye cruel town.
I hope to never come back.

We don't realize what we have done wrong.
Until its to late.

I wonder if your awake.
I wonder if your alone.
I wonder if your listening to music.
I wonder if your so tired you can hardly keep your eyes open.
I wonder when your gonna be my friend again.
I wonder if your smoking a CIG.
I started the bad habit of it.
I wonder if your wondering about me.
Probably not.
I'm probably not even in your dreams.

You'll miss me.
You took me for granted.
I took you for granted too.
I'll never miss you.
Ever.