I could never say goodbye to you
I could just never pull away
It's something in the way you move
That makes me want to stay

Even in the silence that falls around
Simply you holding my hand
Simply the feeling of your heart
Others could never understand

Even in those last moments
When I had to leave for good
I stayed for hours in that moment
Even though I doubted I should

It's in the way you make me feel
And in the way for you I fell
In the front seat of your car
And without you, life is hell

Is it so bad for me to say*
That I want you in every way?

Can we break up with our problems?
Drop them off at a train station and say goodbye
Pack up their belongings and leave them for good
Sneak out the back door when the coast is clear

I fell in love with you all over again today
The way you looked at me in your car
Your hand's strength holding mine
Even if you were saying goodbye

You kissed me and hugged me and told me you love me
But is that enough these days?
I want you and I need you now more than ever
But these problems keep getting in the way

So that is why I propose that we leave them behind
Let's take a road trip overnight and wake up in another state
They'll be far behind us if we drive at that pace
Because I'd rather live without our problems than you

I don't feel your touch anymore
I just feel like the place it once stayed
Like stepping stone of a concrete hand print
But the kids have grown up and moved away

I'm still that girl you knew
The one that skipped towards you
Only three and a half short years ago
Claps for all, you called me
Tear-stained cheeks from a broken heart
You swore to never do what he did and you said
I could have had my space if I wanted it
I just wanted to know you
You made me feel like I was loved
Like I was a treasure worth protecting
Like a sun to hold in the palm of your hand
So I said "okay" and let you love me
I grew to love you too, more than I ever
Ever thought was possible at the time
We drove around, kissed at traffic lights
Made new memories and adventured
You made me wonder why I had allowed
Allowed for myself to feel unloved
Our love grew like a ****, wild and rampid
We loved and loved and didn't fight
Until one day when we started
It had been a year or so without it
But once it started, it didn't totally end
No argument resolved, no problems closed
But I pushed on, I loved you still
I've loved you despite distance
I've loved you despite age
I've loved you despite every thing that should have pushed us apart
We don't agree on anything large
Not morals, religion, or priorities
We are falling into pieces, my heart aches
I'm bleeding and crying out for you to hear
But silence is all I have from your end
And we are still holding together by a string
You never told me that you were finished
And I'm too disheartened to say after three years
That even though I crave you like you're ******
That you're a large part of me
That you are the closest person to me
That I want to be by your side, to hear your deep voice, feel your heartbeat, smell your sweet musky cologne on my shirt after a long day,
I don't know how long I can do this
To place a band aid over our hurt
Only to rip it off come morning time

There are sights I have yet to see
And dreams I have yet to achieve
I have bridges yet to cross
And more of a life still yet to lead
But the beauty of having a lifetime
Is that you can take your time to live it

Nuestro amor es un circulo
Nos cansamos con la rotaciòn
Arriba con la euforia de sutilezas
Debajo con las peleas repitiendas
Cada día supongo que es el último
Pero vivimos un día más y uno más
Pongo en duda mis sentimientos girandos
Pero no encuentro una soluciòn de la locura
Que encuentro en vez de esa es otro día
Y otro día de revoluciones
¿Cúando vamos a parar?