Yes,  the time has come, not to begin or to end anything
But for me to fall, fall from a blinding height in to the depths of darkness and fear
Looking over my shoulders, I realize how much things have changed
A boy who lost his way or tried to find a way while growing up
Truth made me realize the things that i can hold and what I've been sold
And the things that were sold to me are far more than what i can hold now
Deluded before, enlightened now, but nothing has changed
I find myself at the same place where it all began
A place where there is nothing, but emptiness that ***** the life out of me
So cold and alone, wounded and scarred, fighting a battle that was already lost
Something inside me is waiting to die or is already dead
May be it's the dreams, the joy and all that makes me "me"
I no longer feel anything,just going through the motions, a dead man walking
Wearing a mask made up of pride, lies and deception
Time for me to drown in to the ocean of uncertainty and hope I will be saved
This dreaded journey I must take to slay my demons and to make peace with my past
It's time for me to fall as the sky crumbles and everything falls apart
This is the end.

Lost in oblivion, devoid of emotions
Sadness inexplicable and feelings senseless
Dreams shattered and people left
A sense of apathy persists
Self realization has took it's toll
The vision is blank and future looks bleak
So cold and desolate, a superficial robot
That cries out for help inside
No guilt, No conscience, No worries
Nothing, but nothingness remains

to engage in vocal
agony
leaves no repose

& we've fought as far
as the altercation
goes

now please my
dear



won't you leave me
to my own?



I'll place my gilded cape
on the ground

& step far from
our throne