You creep up, always in the shadows,
Silently, you always lurk in the darkness.
Your thought submerges itself in my mind.

Go away go away go away.

A feeling of fear and loss you bring.
Along with you, it follows, slowly.
Trying to suffocate me, you don't give up.

Go away go away go away.

Future is lost, a smudge in my memory.
Irrationality soon follows behind.
Laughing hard, you constantly mock me.

Go away go away go away.

You want me to go away with you.

Go away go away go away.

I believe this is the first time I've fallen in love
The boy with the moped, truck, terrible rat tail
Sudden,
and quick
I fell and fell
For a while, he caught me time after time
But then one day,
he wasn't there
He was catching some other girl,
who never smiled
and would never quite realize what she had
This was the first time I shed tears
for a boy
the boy with the moped, truck, and ugly rat tail
A solid week had passed,
and every night my pillow was stained
with silent hurting streaks of passion
He was a flash of lightning across my dark sky
My rainy, lonely sky
And just like that, it was gone, in the blink of an eye
Burning and glowing
Gone.
That was the first time I had been completely heartbroken
Left in the dust
By the boy with the moped, truck, and hideous rat tail
I had given my whole heart
My life
My everything
To a boy who let me fall
The boy who let me cry myself to sleep time after time
The boy who had broken my heart
I continued to wonder why, again
And again