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Kain Semyonov May 2018
How can I escape you
When everything I see reminds me
What am I supposed to do
I know I can’t put it all behind me
I want to say it, but I can't go through
So I guess I'm now resigning
And now I know that what I thought was true
I’m cursed to how God designed me

I wanna cry
But I’ll say I’m fine
It’s all a lie
I really can’t run away this time

I hate me more than you ever could
You know that well
You say you aren’t doing too good
But I’m ******* swell
Don’t wanna do it but I know I should
And it hurts like hell
I don't belong in this neighbourhood\
Under this bell

I wanna cry
But I’ll say I’m fine
It’s all a lie
I really can’t run away this time
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
I’ve woken up
No longer under your spell
Sobered up
And realised I’m in Hell
You played me hard
But you did it well
You built me up
But in the end I fell

Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
The truth was blurred but now it’s clear
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
My scars are now my souvenirs
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
I’ve lost it all and now I have no fear
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
Now I see that the end is near

Now you’re gone
And I can heal
You were too good
To be real
My heart was always
yours to steal
But you burned it up
And I can’t feel

Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
The truth was blurred but now it’s clear
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
My scars are now my souvenirs
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
I’ve lost it all and now I have no fear
Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
Now I see that the end is near
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
Bring me up to Number Five
Remind me that I’m still alive
Right now I’m really not feeling too hot
‘Cause 1, 2, 3, and 4 is all that I’ve got

One, One, It can still be done
Two, Two, I ******* hate you
Three, Three, come back to me
Four, Four, life is a chore
Five, Five, I’ll never see Five
No matter how ******* hard I try

So bring me up to Number Five
Remind me that I’m still alive
Right now I’m really not feeling too hot
‘Cause 1, 2, 3, and 4 is all that I’ve got
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
What’s the point in perfection
If it comes easily?
Happiness wouldn’t feel so good
If we didn't know misery.

Forget about the past
It doesn’t matter what’s been done.
But hold on to your sadness.
It’s pointless to try to run. Harness and embrace the pain;
Make an ounce a ton.
Because if life wasn’t so hard,
It wouldn’t be so fun.

The good might not outweigh the bad,
But it all reciprocates.
You might as well accept your hand
‘Cause you can never change your fate.

Forget about the past
It doesn’t matter what’s been done.
But hold on to your sadness.
It’s pointless to try to run. Harness and embrace the pain;
Make an ounce a ton.
Because if life wasn’t so hard,
It wouldn’t be so fun.
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
The glass is fogged
And I can’t see
You’re on the outside
Guiding me

You tell me to turn
Where there is no road
Now I’m in a hole
Where a river once flowed

Now I see the bones
At the bottom of this gorge
And a forgotten ring
Which from blood was forged

I see the mistake
The window is clear
So I’ll grit my teeth
And have no fear
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
Go forth and cry
Only then can you heal
Desire can only bring pain

I’ve felt my fair share of hardship
Still, I have my doubts

Don’t run away from pain
Especially when it becomes unbearable
As long as you can feel, you can heal
Dreams come and go, but nightmares always remain
Kain Semyonov Feb 2018
It’s times like this
When I’m alone and scared
That I wonder if
You ever cared.
All this time
I’d hoped it was so
But I can see now
That the answer was no.

I feel like a fool;
I played right into your game.
But I’d do it all again
And I’ll never feel the same.
I thought that you loved me
But in the end I was wrong.
Who would have known
That forever doesn’t last so long.
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