When did everything go so right?
I used to want you dearly
Now I’m glad you’re gone.
I thought you were the one
Now I know I was wrong.

I was dependent;
Addicted to you.
Your love was a lie
But now I know the truth.
I analyzed the past
But there was no use.
Now all I need to know is…

When did everything go so right?
You had me wrapped around your finger
I never had a chance.
I never had control;
My heart was always in your hands.

You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me
Even though you were my mistake.
I’ve learned my lesson now, and so
You were one I’m glad I had to make.
I only wish, for me to learn,
My heart didn’t have to break.

When did everything go so right?
I used to want you dearly
Now I’m glad you’re gone.
I thought you were the one
Now I know I was wrong.

I’ve been really sad lately
And I just want to let it out.
But that can never happen for me
‘Cause I’ve got nothing to cry about.

I want to hold you in my arms
And feel your warmth against me.
But you could never understand.
It’s just something that you can’t see.

Without you, there’s no me.
Without you there’s no us.
But whenever I hold you
My love is in surplus.

I know I’m asking for too much.
And I know I don’t deserve it.
But I’ve got an unexplainable hole in my heart.
And you’re the only puzzle piece that fits.

Bottles on bottles
Stacked up in my closet.
Call it self destructive
But I do it because I want it.
No, scratch that,
I do it because need it.
I’m beyond being helped
My sadness is deep seeded.

I'm too far gone
It's too late to help me.
Compared to this life
How bad could Hell be?
If it’s anything like this
Then I’m ready for it.
Take my car to a cliff,
drop a fifth and floor it.

I don't need any of this,
It’s meaningless to me.
When it comes to pain
I've seen all there is to see.
When it comes to happiness
I've never had none.
If I'm considered a human
Then I’m a sad one.

Is there anything left to remember?
Is there anyone else to answer my call?
In a world of emptiness and misery
All that greets me is my defunct mind.
I cannot run,
Nor can I hide
When the demons from which I must escape
Are waiting for me inside.
And therein is the dilemma;
What is truly the lesser of the two evils?
Booming malevolence?
Or deafening silence?
I only wish for a middle ground.
Maybe there could be in a perfect world.
But that is where reality ends
And my idealism begins.
Because this is not a perfect world.
This is the fractured reality
That is my personal Hell.

Am I okay?
Rarely ever
Am I happy?
Almost never

All my angst and all my sadness
Never get me anywhere
So why do I feel this way?
These feelings I almost cannot bear

Life is becoming too much for me
Handling it is a chore
But I try to lock this away
Even though I’m melting at my core

So here I am, miserable
Wasting away in Hell
But I hide it all way
So no one else can tell

You were the greatest
That I never had
Which might be romantic
If it wasn’t so sad

I would do anything
To get you back on my side
But I won’t do anything
Because I can’t suppress my pride

There’s no point in talking
There’s nothing left to say
So let’s save our breath
And just walk away

The feelings that I'm feeling are get stronger
I don't think that I can take it much longer
Life just *****, life's not fair
So sit me down in the electric chair

I don't think I've got what it takes to stay alive
I don't think I've got what it takes to thrive
I'm not okay, I need divine intervention
So hook me up to the lethal injection

I know it sounds dramatic, I know it sounds dumb
I think at this point, my time has come
Now it's come time for my final harangue
So tie me up and leave me to hang

My time is up, I've been defeated
My will to survive has been depleted
I've got no pride, I just hang my head
So line up the guns and shoot me dead