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Jason Nel Mar 2014
I wait and I wait for your sweet reply:
Of love and caring,
of what I want on to rely.

I wait and I wait to see your beautiful face:
To see your shores of blue,
to see you smile and haste.

I wait and I wait until you speak:
Until we walk,
until we converse at the creak.

But sometimes its unbearable...
The wait.
The nausea and feelings of distraught,
anger,
rage,
pain.
Love...

But what we share and what we shared,
was worth waiting for and nothing can compare.
Jason Nel Mar 2014
Dew
Pierces of blue
slice through the empty.
Filling them up
with the pain that I truly yearn for.

For now;
plant the seeds
in my pierced wounds.

"I wish"
the rose beds would grow against my pale-tanned flesh.

A soft voice
with a beautiful and willing heart.
A heart
convinced wrong.

Someday I would like to wipe the yellow sky from your outer realm.
And be brave for the solar system.

A product of the false factory.

Factory of norm illuminated by lies.

But all I want is your recognition,
and for you to hold my soft-crystalline-rose-sighs...
Jason Nel Mar 2014
A shooting angel
Passing the skies of doubt
I've made my wish
And it came true
Only for the time that others allow
Times change and I move in on the castle because we fight as none, secretive

The macabre move in and I turn to fumes depression in Dew
I envy the rain because its with you
I want to hold you, caress you, love you, move over your body and keep it inside of me
I want to be with you like the rain does
The cold ice drops on your hair by the pool of regret and lost battles overcome
The Dew wiped away in flesh
Frostbite

It comes easy to me when I converse to mouth, words
It takes me deeper than friendship and doubt of lust and fiction, friction
You want to know more of mine
And I am what more of what is needed, frontal
The lies around us dripped dye death
Death of a personality and ***

You stood up for the idea of a suggested world we all want
And I did before for you
Without a doubt I gave you the water of showers and rain
Of love and hatred
I stood by when they took you
It was easy for me to cleanse and dismiss the lies parodied upon the truth that was overlooked

Just like rain it was human nature
Maybe what we have will be shared for the sake of our generation of liars
What we shared and what we share break our ribs for the better
And I want you even more
Your mouth
Your eyes
Your hands

You looked at me from above on a pedestal of false grammar
"My God, you are beautiful."
Your eyes saved me that day
Your beautiful lips took me in
And chew my soul like gum that I allowed
The smell of love evaporating drips on my nostrils

But...

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