A steady beat followed us
For some time
Soon after what was once us
Only became the silent echo

Your offside comments spaced you
You truly are a master of short stories
You once were there with me
In a hollow bubble of joyous days resenting the future-

Onward till better moments preach your conscious

Keep your signs close
But keep your chin up once more.

We were ticking away
Never minding the essence of time
Spacing and returning frail memories
Crushed my innards

Mentioning losing you
Really occurred

I broke the backbone
Of our suspense before
The leaves transported
Us to the post future

Moderate thoughts typing away
Observing the cracks opening
Up in my palms,
Separating the lies from the truth

I'm holding onto a visual
Deep within my own breath

All promises reside
In the recycling bin
To be re-used.

Skipping widely throughout
Your soul beginning
To re-wish my mistakes

Oh love
Oh love
Take my bitter cold news
And scramble the salary baby

Missed seconds sweating
Away holding your hand

Imagination spacing my vision
Told me to wait
In line forwarding back to you

Shooting stars crossing above
Reminding you of the content days
Loathing away next to me.

Perfection was based on you and I my love.

Blank mirror images

Dreams of you love
Ravishing your love  
To me

Only expectations
Exceed reality moments

It’s just I and I
Judging myself
One eye from
Here on out

A landscape of
My lies
In tropic cascade
Invading you for
My own pleasure

Ending badly was
Brushing upon I
I foreseen the outcome
Confused, frightened, shitless, ******* nervous,
All and all I ****** up
Ironically I knew
What I was planning
From time to come

You truly care and I didn’t
I apologize for the agony and hardships
I’ve brought upon you

This cloud will
Linger on and on to time

I’m sorry.

Truth and remorse
Will be the
Departure for you

Frightened till an
Explosion reversed
Directly into our hearts

Cubby holes filled
With leftovers of me

High hopes leaping
Over cracks of confusion
Disturbing the ship

Set fire, water down, sleep.

Syncing emotions and truth
Above your head was the realization
Behind this all

Taking time
Fully understanding
Exploring the possibilities

Shivering alone underneath
Covers wide open,
Clinching pillows till
No more is proven

Love was barely
Misting upon us…
I truly gave
You the world
Through my eyes

Outbursts forced upon
You was my
First mistake
Taking you for granted always seemed to linger there

Please take this loneliness back.

“I love you with every ounce of air I breathe.”