When I think of you
I see the snow.
Cold.
We paved our path

When I think of you
I see the puddles.
Deep.
We jumped them together

When I think of you
I see the rain.
Pounding.
It hurt my heart.

When I think of you
I see the flowers.
Bright.
They replaced us.

When I think of you
I see the leaves.
Falling.
We picked them up.

When I think of you
I see all of these
Again and again.
We made them.

Until suddenly
When I think of you
I see nothing.
All lost in our eyes.

But there's still a trail in the snow,
and a puddle to jump.  
Rain that hurts my heart,
and  flowers that replace us.

All is there but the leaves.
Left on the ground
Never picked up again.

No one notices
The tiny pebbles.
How much space
they can hold;
How much meaning
They can possess.

No one realizes
That small things
Can be big things
They start of small
But grow, and grow;
Those small pebbles
Hold everything.

No one understands
That those pebbles,
Tiny as can be
Hold bigger things;
Taking them away
Sends huge, rolling boulders
Your way.

That little bird
In the corner
It flies toward the sun.

It flies and flies
And never looks back
Not until it is reached.

For I am that bird
And the light, my life
And I intend to get it.

When I think of you
I see your smile
Shining like the sun above
It brightens up my world.

When I think of you
I feel your eyes on me
Heavy, like gravity
You keep holding me up.

When I think of you
I hear your words
Loud as thunder
They tumble in my head.

When I think of you
I ******* tears
Sour as vinegar
They flood my cheeks.

When I think of you
I hear my one sided love
Distant as the stars in the sky
You reach for her.

She hears the words
They sting
And remind her
Of all she'll never be

She closes the door
It stays closed
And reminds her
She lost again

She caves into herself
Alone in a corner
And feels the tears
the un forgetful tears.

You.
You are the blue sky
To her amazing world
Of sunshine.
But I.
I am the clouds.
Watch out
Rain soon follows.

As we drive
I feel the summer night.
The smell of lake water
Thick in the air
Makes me feel home.
The feel of sand
between my toes
Reminds me of good times.
The taste of sunshine
Pressed upon my smile
Makes me giggle with you.
The sound of rushing wind
Through my hair
Makes me feel like I could fly.
I see the trees whipping by
As we drive down the
Long summer road.
And I'm infinite.