Laying here
In the dark
Words are hard
To come by.
All I do
Is picture you.
You and her.
But still
You keep me.
Remind me again,
Why that is.

You stole my heart once.
And oh how much I did fall.
You can't have it all.

Do you remember
When we first talked?
All those butterflies
For one small text.
"Hi"
It started it all.

Do you remember  
That first date?
Holding your hand
It just felt right.
"Fun"
It described it all.

Do you remember
Starting to fall?
All day and night
We let down our walls.
"Crazy"
It showed it all.

Do you remember  
The distance?
No more looks
And no more calls.
"Worried"
I said it all.

Do you remember  
That last word?
The tears began
Never to be stopped.
"Sorry"
It ended it all.

Do you remember
Me anymore?
The girl you held
And smile you saw.
"Love"
It never happened at all.

Thinking of you
I hear your laugh.
Mocking and distant,
But somehow always
In my ear.

Thinking of you
I feel your finger.
Jamming into my back
You were so close
To fooling me.

Thinking of you
I see your eyes.
Glaring and judging  
Even though you
Don't even know me.

Thinking of you
I think of me.
And how with everything
You do to me,
I take and walk away.

Sitting here
On this wall.
I wait
And wait
         And wait.

I stare
At the clouds.
I hope
And hope
        And hope.

I listen
To the birds.
I dream
And dream
        And dream.

I smell
The white flowers.
I believe
And believe
         And believe.

I touch
The cold ground.
I cry
And cry
       And cry.

She sits
Listening
To the birds
And the bees

She waits
Watching
The ants crawl
All around her feet

She cries
Knowing
That it's all coming
Odds are at their ends.

Infinite summers are
long roads.
Rushing fast you
Watch the minutes
Tick by.

Infinite summers are
Humming speakers.
So loud you
Hear your heartbeat
Thumping.

Infinite summers is
Suffocating sunshine
So sweet you
Can taste it
Melting.

Infinite summers is
Whipping hair.
So crazy you
Feel it going
Wild.

Infinite summers is
Wind kissed lips
So loving you
Taste the Summer
night.