Elias

Elias Dec 2021

if jesus died for all our sins

he left one behind

the body i'm in

same hands that made

the moon and the stars

got carpal tunnel

and forgot some parts

#transgender #ftm

Elias Aug 2021

jealousy

comparison.

is killing me.

slowly.

i’m so sick of myself.

i’d rather be anyone else.

jealousy, jealousy.

Elias Aug 2021

privilege

it's so hard to have a best friend who's a cisgender, heterosexual, tall, skinny man.

he's literally everything i wish to be.

Elias Aug 2021

sh

the counter is almost at 4 months.

4 months clean.

but i'm not proud.

cause what i didn't count.

were the burning hot showers.

and the scratches all over my body.

Elias Aug 2021

tears

i usually don't cry.

but i don't think.

my tears have stopped flowing.

ever since i left that place.

Elias Aug 2021

empty

there’s a certain.

emptiness.

that i haven’t been able to fill.

ever since we left.

Elias Aug 2021

your type

i know what your type is
it doesn't help that it's exactly me