Darkness

She sits alone out in the pouring rain
It falls in sheets
Drenching everything

She is broken
Her body, her mind, her soul
She is but a shell

She remembers that night
The night he broke her
She remembers the warmth, then the icy plunge

Now whenever she tries to remember the warmth, the happiness she can't
All there is cold and Darkness
Darkness is the only thing

She has succumbed to its dark embrace
She sits alone not caring
Darkness has won

30 Days:
30 days...
The memories are the only thing she can see
The blood is all she can feel
The screams are all she can hear
30 days since her reason to live was torn away from her

30 days...
The bullet ripping through his body
The warm blood oozing from the wound
His breathe growing weaker and weaker
30 days since she lost the one she ever loved

30 days...
She has not moved an inch  
She has not spoken a word
She just stares off into the abyss
30 days she has been lost

30 days...
The voices have been calling to her
They whisper into her ear
Words of poison, words of venom
30 days ends now.

The Wolves:
I stand then collapse
My legs are not strong enough to hold me anymore
My body is weak
Slowly dying

I laid there and watched you
Watched you pledge your love to another victim
You say the same words to her like you said to me
You say that you love her just like you told me

I watch the girl
Her face lights up
She is happy and in love
But you are not, to you she is another victim

Soon she will no longer please you just as I have
You will cast her aside, grow tired of her
Throw her to the wolves
Watch as she slowly dies with no pity

You will do the same thing to her that you did to me
You swear you will always be there for her
But you won't
You will leave once you no longer want her, just like you left me
Left me to the Wolves

You will always be cold hearted
Not capable of love
Not capable of emotions
*You will always feed us to the Wolves

The Destroyer:
He met her
His one and only
Or so he thought
His heart told him wrong

He told her everything
He told her of his love for her
He told her what he would do for her
He told her he would wait

She did nothing
She ignored what he had to say
She took what he was offering and spit it back in his face
She destroyed him

Now he is an empty shell
He finds no reason to continue
But he must
He made a promise to her, a promise he no longer wants to keep

The girl realizes the pain she has caused
She asks him to forgive
She begs him to forgive what happened
She is sorry

But he doesn't
Why should he
She ruined him
She deserves nothing from him
*She destroyed him

Alone:
It began when she moved to a small town. She was not the town's normal girl. She was different. Her skin tone, her voice, her eyes. She played suddenly, walked differently. She could and would never fit in.

She went to the school where she was made fun of. It was tolerable at first when she was younger. Buy as she got older it got worse. The one person who would stand up for her left. He left her to the torments and the teasing.

Soon all they did was relentlessly make fun of her. Push her buttons. They could not see what they were doing to her. They were destroying her. Her love for school turned dread. She would have to face their voices as they called out hatred, mock and scorn. She would dread seeing or talking to them.

The little things grew as she kept them to herself. They started small, inconspicuous. Then the grew. They grew bigger and bigger. Deeper and deeper till they became the center of her universe.

She would put on a fake smile everyday the real on had been gone for some time. Her love of school had faded some time ago, but now her love of life was like the faint flickering of a dying candle. She would talk to no one unless talked to. She ignored their looks and comments, but their whispers were heard like shouts to her.

Finally one day they pushed her over the edge. Three simple words. Three words that don't mean much to anyone else but to her, those where the words that finally broke her.

She went home that night knowing it would be her last. She was done with life. She had played their game and she was tired now. She was tired and she wanted out. She left no expiation. Just a short note saying that she was sorry.

A single gun shot rang out into the quiet night. Her patents came home later that night calling to her. She gave no answer because she was gone. Rushing upstairs her parents found her body.

Her mother collapsed. Her father broke. Her family that loved her mourned for her. Those who taunted her and teased her finally realized their wrong but it was to late. The damage was done. She was gone.

Gone II: by me
You are alone
You have hit the end
You don't care
You can no longer mend

It's easy now
Step off or pull the trigger
Step out with a bow
But what you leave behind is bigger

The world... Life
What about the others
How do they cope
How about the mothers

When you are gone you are gone
There is no going back
You shall not see another dawn
You are gone

Gone:
You are alone
You are by yourself
You are who you are
But who are you

You feel as if the world is crashing in on you
The little things in life are no longer little
They are the center of your world
They are as big as the sun

You hold them in you
They start small but get bigger
The longer you keep them inside the bigger they get
They consume you till nothing is left

You want to end it
It's easy
Just step or pull and it's done
You're gone

But what about the rest of the world
How does your mother cope with the pain
How does your father be the strong daddy he needs to be when he has lost is baby
How does the world continue when you did not

When you took the easy way out
When you decided to play god
When you decided it was time
When you ended yourself