Your undying love is but a fable
just another story I believed to be true
Just like the *** at the edge of the rainbow
It led me to nothing but you

A man that is empty
no purpose or case
all you know is charming
at any cost to win the race

I scrambled my world
so you had me tailor made
only to catch my dreams
in time to watch them fade

Once upon a time you spoke
to haunt me with a pledge
the words were sounds from the shadows
tumbling over me, and pouring over the edge

I could not stop them
but I had to fight
The end of you is near
to my delight

So watch me bring to you
an end that is certain
to cease your show
and draw close the curtain..

The nightmare is over,
yet, it replays in my mind.
Over and over it terrorizes me
The playbacks send me blind.
I can see the eyes
beneath the tightened brows
and I try to forget it
as much as my memory allows
The fierce green sea
will be my demise
and it is locked in my vision
of your evil eyes

Stop this anarchy
I need some sort of relief
It's been too long now
as I daydream in disbelief
I never think of you
and still your shadows arise
the memories of your ruthless actions
the horror of your evil eyes

Cancelling my tie to you
was my decision to let me live
The abuse you delivered
I will not ever forgive
It stained my skin
and bruised my soul
and although it faded,
it had already taken its toll
Angels brought me back
they saw through your disguise
To everyone else you're innocent
But we've seen your evil eyes

Sick of suffering
wont you fade away now
I could forget the pain
if someone showed me how
Success will come one day
and its then you will realize
Ive never been your prisoner
you are your own.. through your evil eyes

The absence of faith,
your dark hazel eyes,
giving up so easily,
you find it hard to disguise.
My heart is hurting,
seeing you in pain.
Wish I could be the sun
to dry up your rain.

I fail when you frown,
I die when you're down,
but I will never ever wish
to not have you around..

Too busy with life,
to live it day by day
Life is beautiful
its true but cliche
I love life with you
and I would have it no other way

Survived the past so far,
but it was not an easy flight.
I've got the urgency
to make the rest alright.

No matter the distance,
I know how cold it can get.
I got the warmth in my heart,
to get us through the threat.

There is nothing too difficult,
Nothing too daunting,
Words of truculent
will not seem taunting.

All we need is us,
The rest can wait.
Just smile for me once again...
shower me with a happy spate.

Sometimes I dare myself to imagine,
But I stop myself in time.
I have patience to wait,
But not the energy to climb.

The seeker in me wonders,
What drives you everyday?
Where does it lead you?
What beckons you that way?

The colors in you fade,
As your mood becomes bland,
And all your hurt is frozen,
I guess you had that planned.

I know you're in there somewhere,
You're eyes tell me no lies.
Recall the life you wish for,
Before that dream dies.

The situation softens,
As a filter clears the air...
My plan is unveiled,
I did, I done, I dared...

Kinda risky writing now
when my feelings are so ripe
not that I'd make any sense
but sense has too much hype

If I say I am over it
dont believe my lie
living it day by day
is how I get by

I know I shouldn't
but I stare at the door
thinking of everything
but what am I waiting for?

Not that you will walk through
not that I will see your face
or get to live in that moment
where I'm at my happy place

The whole world moves
yet I'm still standing still
hanging onto the edge
hoping for a thrill

I say I'm somber
hoping you'd buy my tale
It sounds better than
the truth I wanted to exhale

But I'm over it
I'm so sad
I'm letting it out
and I feel glad
Because you dont know the extent
to what I'm feeling these days
how do I love thee?
oh, there are many ways

...there are many ways...

I don't like to do anything
Apart from hide away
The darkness comforts me
As I do nothing but lay

What makes me feel better
Makes you feel nothing at all
Because someone would pick you up
If you tripped and they saw you fall

People might laugh at me
Some might ask if I am okay
Knowing they don't give a ****
But it's their good deed for the day

The rain comforts me
Every raindrop is my friend
It's good because living here means
It's a friend on which I can depend

It may give me away
But I like to fake a smile
It makes some people happy
And that might make it worthwhile

It doesn't really matter
In the end it won't for sure
Because all I will have is the darkness
And my friend, the rain's downpour

Living in this way I feel
That I got the shortest straw
If I had all the tickets
I'd still somehow lose the draw
The clouded reality gets heavy
And sometimes I can't breathe
The pain reminds me I'm alive
And of the things I've yet to achieve

Troubled but true
I'd never lie to you
Worthless and pale
I'm not worth the trail
A wire could bend
But I'm not easy to mend
Troubled and true
Still in limbo with you

A failed attempt
At the future it seems
In time I hope
It shines it's bright beams
Never look back
It gets darker if you do
The portrayal of hope
Will get to you too