another day of exhaustion
after another sleepless night
not knowing where to run
and too mightless to fight.
the world around me seems blacker
than it did yesterday
but with these storms in my mind, thunder, lightning,
the dark is here to stay.
no more reason to live,
no reason to go on
I sit here all alone
waiting for the dawn
when the sun rises,
and when the moon fades
I'll still be here alone
being stabbed with thorns and blades.
once upon a time, life was hopeful,
and I had reason to push through
but now I'm here, all alone,
and all I have is you.
but will you ever realize?
will you ever even care?
will you ever admit it's love?
Would you even dare?
it's true, my answer would be no,
for I am slight and weak.
I would merely zip my mouth
like a bird who'd lost its beak.
but you are strong, you are wise,
you are brilliant and bold.
you- you are my one true love;
my dearest treasured gold
it's true- I love you, I will not lie,
please believe and know.
and if, by chance, you feel the same,
please just tell me so...