I was prepared but not for how it would feel
I was prepared for the sound of the trigger but never how long I would bleed for
you knew what you were doing the whole time
but why did you just tell me now

I had my head in the clouds for 3 months
now that's it's over
I've come back
i was gone for so long and now everything is a mess
well better start cleaning up

every time you kiss me
you leave a mark on my neck
reminding me of everything
you leave a horrible taste
but it's the taste I crave
but you leave with me wanting more
when you push me away
why are you like this

I think about you so much my brain hurts
I don't know why
sometimes I wish I did
just let me sleep

the yellow house sits on top of the hill
each time I pass it, no matter what kind of vehicle I'm in
I look over and stare
and I think if your home
or where ever you are
wither your out riding your bike or at work
I look and think of you

each time I see you i feel a shock of electricity through my spine
uncontrollable smiling
butterfly's darting around my stomach
will this end?

10 months
each day I think about what life will be like then
will my parents shun me
will then tell me I'm making a stupid mistake
maybe I am
but at least I'm making a stupid mistake with you