you haven't done it in awhile
but
hey you made me smile
made me smile so much I had to cover my face so no one would ask
I wish you knew
how much I cared about this
I'm just too afraid to tell you
maybe I won't be someday

i miss you
but I'm the only one that says it
you say I miss you too
but why don't you ever tell me you miss me
you just miss me too
like it's too much to miss me first

call me so I know
so I know that you think about me as much as I think about you
so I know that I'm not the only one in this
that you're there too
holding my hand
telling me "where in this together"

I hate the smell of cigarettes
till I met you
I hate being shirtless
till I met you
I hate my thoughts
till I met you

respect me they say
why I ask
I've earned it they yell
who decides that I mumble

you're hands are bigger than mine
I intertwine my fingers in yours
you smell of scotch
burning my heart

their voices make my ears bleed
why can't i escape these four walls
it's late the house is dark they're asleep
but I still feel your voices vibrate these four walls