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Jules Jan 2014
That night together I could never forget,
How close I felt the second we met.
His hard chest and tanned skin,
The way he feels—where do I begin!
His hands slowly moving up my thighs,
Jesus boy you make me feel alive!
Dancing ghosts fill the room,
With the scent of Newport’s cheap perfume.
I stare into those seductive eyes,
As he ***** me hard with moans and cries.
Kisses with lips stained with hard liquor,
As our bodies start to move quicker and quicker.
When we’re done he pulls out a brand new pack,
As he traces the outlines of my bare back.
No other feeling could ever compare,
Than the one after *** smoking a square.
The minutes turn to hours and the hours turn to minutes,
But our words keep coming our dreams stay infinite.
From the stars to our secrets,
From our strengths to our weakness.
Tangled in sheets we dread rays of dawn,
When we finally get up and put clothes back on.
Reality and logic get caught in the smoke,
And to see you again I only can hope.
But after just one night I can tell by your eyes,
That love, somehow, had found our lives.
*(j.j)
Jules Jan 2014
If you ever see me staring off in the distance,
See me doodling, or playing with my hair.
Wondering if I'm just tired or just daydreaming
Or just sad or just bored.
Or not even wondering at all…
But the truth is my mind is in a thousand places
I pray no one else ever has to goes to.
(j.j)
Jules Jan 2014
Stop.  

can't you see how badly your
messing with my mind
messing with my heart.
i’m trying to move on but you hold me captive
with old feelings and mistakes
regrets and promises
a leash around my neck.

I met someone new whose
cute and kind, respectful and safe.
and every time I hear from you it crushes
that happiness that I have never felt before.
******* me back into the place
that reminds me that I don’t deserve
someone as good as him.
and now he's gone.

you won't stop. you never will.
i wish you stayed in jail for life.
but I realize now that
you can’t tell me
i’m a ******* anymore
you don't own me anymore.
you can't hurt me anymore.
you can't threaten me anymore.
and it is not my fault anymore.
i don't love you anymore.
this time goodbye means forever.

goodbye.
*(*******)
Jules Jan 2014
6 years of our lives are spent in dreams
but I beg to differ
because there isn’t a moment of the day
that goes by that I don’t dream of you
your lips
your body
your eyes
and that irresistible smile that brings me to my knees
you hide in my thoughts
you live in my heart
you strangle my soul
you feed a seductive love that is
all yours and all mine
so **** science baby
my dreams are forever

*(j.j)
Jules Jan 2014
what’s sad is that you don’t feel the pain,
because you don’t care what I took from you,  
go on living day by day.

but here I am screaming lost echoes,
searching for everything you took from me,
*slowly dying night by night.
Jules Jan 2014
You say I’m depressed
But really life’s a ****** mess
So take of your dress
And **** me your best
And just forget the whole ******* rest
                                                            ­    
                                                            *(j.­j)
Jules Jan 2014
I just want to be held in someone’s arms,
tightly so I don’t break,
so tightly that nothing could ever catch me,
so tightly that I don’t have to be afraid,
so tightly that I wouldn’t mind if it
lasted for an impossible forever.
And so tightly, that even if the breath is being
stolen from my lungs, I am able to just  breathe.
To be with someone, is just a human
instinct; an irresistible desire, to be
irresistibly desired. It is inside all of us,
even inside the tallest of walls.
And to be just like that, for a long, long time,
and maybe feel, for just a moment,
that everything will be okay.
But as I search for the key, I realize
that I should never dream about something
that doesn’t exist.
And never will.
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