Let it always be
Us beneath this tree
Brittle leaves in our hands
Are crushed forever into sand
And someday so will we

And I want you to know
I'll hold you through the snow
The treeflowers will bring
Us their fruit in the spring
So we never have to go

I promise to stay true
Like the strong wind which blew
All the leaves from your hair
They turned to dust in the air
And one day we will too

Man was I down
"I had just lost that girl that hurts the worst to lose"
That night I was feeling it bad
"She came in and said goodbye looking like an orchid"
Sure enough she wasn't answering the phone
"So the girl finally answers and says i found someone who actually cares"
Strange how someone
"Who is your sunsets and sunrises"
says you dont care
"Stranger still how after four years"
Together for ***** dishes, school, parents, needles, records, burnt matches, coffee, flowers, sunshine, phone calls, I love you. midnight.
I love you
"you told me where you had been all those times"
in his bed
So me and that girl from work smoked some ****
and watched the world spin on its head
"I cant believe this world exists"
with the radio still playing
we didnt ****
"like i know you were *******"
looking up through the window
strange how life went on without you
strange how life drags on without you
strange how I dont remeber
"the last time I drove this road alone"
Its so beautiful this time of year.
"life is still beautiful without you"
leaves blow by
and pass behind me

final words
start lost beginnings,
stories of an ending
started long before you pinned it-

i was
dying in the sun all along.

You continue to update and "improve" your site
      When all i want to do is come here and write
               Enjoy the words that others have wrote
   And maybe meet some friends along with way

                         Learn something from the massacre of Facebook
                                                        ­ And don't fix what isn't broke
                               And only improve upon the fun one can have
            Not changing the profile so it's a rambled time feed mess

There's a place inside I need to be
But I can't
There's a piece of me I need to see
But I can't
I've been trying hard to find a path
but night just seems so close
so I turn around and walk away
tomorrow might bring hope
And when I wake the day is bright
I start to look again
but everywhere I turn is dark
the mirror looks opaque
Can grey be far behind?