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Judson Shastri Jul 2012
Sometimes they spring up full-blown and disappear as quickly as they came,
phantom slivers of churning mind-scape.
I missed the mist but it found me anyway in the plain regret of mature introspection.
Astigmatisms of bygone days are twenty-twenty today.
But no mind, there's no self-incrimination.
The organic twist of living being, evolving gets made.
And we cannot twist around, and reach into the back-seat to change the past and make the road ahead engineer well.
It's best to live and let decision birth itself into this passing moment fabric-ed as life itself.
By my beloved father, Prem K. Shastri...
One heck of a genius.
Judson Shastri Jul 2012
And in the morning I awoke to the smell of sheets.
The shuttered windows and fan smoked of too much rest.
My eyes had fallen open to a cruel dream.
A bad dream.
A dream that hurt.
Where is she?
So ridiculed as I swept my thoughts with cereal.
Hair unkempt and unwashed,
washed with tosses and turns.
Judson Shastri Jul 2012
The bees took their brethren back,
veterans of the poppy fields.
I supposed it had been a gang war:
rival hives congregated for the conducting of a quick mess.
The buzzing echo of last hurrahs went back and forth,
ripping through the war-marred air.
All the pomp in young yellow coats was bled out,
the limp black blood of limp bodies staining the survivors with black stripes.
Busy bees,
no pollen-love today,
just the broken hours of cleaning up a quick mess.
Bodies are collected,
damages inspected,
and small minds prepare for the resuming of a honeyed life tomorrow.
Yet, to the wail of queens,
crying in cricket language at mass wakes,
I think to myself:
How many flowers stand awaiting
the coming of lovers that will never come.
Judson Shastri Jul 2012
These wayward meets
between us,
bird and fish,
made near the rivers of otterdom
are blessed
quietly now and unassessed
by all the passers by.

You and your parasol in kind,
me and my bare feet,
designed
with a poorer life in mind.
I'd cast my pole again,
whilst you'd set your bread on the bridge's wall
for the doves to come and call
to call and come a'gathering.
Merely pigeons, each,
merely pigeons
one and all.

I'd see your clamped and shut words,
your bitten wail,
amidst your friends of the park-ground pale
dressed in all their flowering frills.
Merely pigeons one and all.

You'd dare sail your eyes to me,
cross the water to meet with mine.
And how the river'd strip away
the face you wore then
and still today.
I could have watched your reflection stay,
feath'ry 'tween the cattails,
fluttering off the water and resting 'gainst my scales.

But a bit of bank under my nails,
says I am much too poor for this.
Much too poor for tales
to remind me when you come to feed,
remembering when I come to catch,
that we are not so different,
though
yes the world would let us know.
Judson Shastri Jul 2012
I had a wish the other day
that felt like so much like a memory
I had to prove it so.
That determined thought
caught the next train
and,
several cabs later,
it reached the archives.

It only took a few minutes,
rummaging through old files and records,
flinging them past my attention,
one at a time,
for that faithful little hippocampian to come through.
"Stop," I said.

The thought paused on the box marked
'Her eyes,'
and my dreams awoke to rush me all at once.
Judson Shastri Jan 2012
The rain has not ceased
since it began its ceaselessness;
a day I cannot now remember,
though it was only six ago.
Earth and sky hold mutual watership,
Either general is down and gray.
But held in the eyes that hold –
the beauty of Beholder bold –
is a prettier time of day.
A time I do wish would stay.
I
have not writ so many words
that none more can be written
of this picture's higher worth to me
like spoken love from the mouth of God.
Around on the horse of nature's sorrow,
the world and I are to be sent.
Judson Shastri Jan 2012
I saw those wildflowers you seemed to speak of.
Down that road you seemed to speak of.
On that bend, near that brook you seemed to speak of.
By that spreading oak.

All of this was spoke
by a closed mouth and hushed glance.
And those wildflowers
so wild in the white,
Starry in respite,
danced me into the night in fragile breath.

We spun, we spun,
The light drops and I,
to flail catch a bit of snow,
I lost them somewhere,
So wild in the white,
Flowers with their lightening dresses,
Tresses all alight.
The blended somewhere in there
So wild in the white,
Dancing on and into evening
Into the night, into the night.

Dear love,
how they brace me for a grace
that I cannot handle.
A grace, graceful
So pretty and then so pure,
those wildflowers you seemed to speak of,
and of yet so unsure.
They truly were beautiful beyond the words you never shared.
Don’t think upon your loveliness
Be sure, my love, be sure.

For those wildflowers were all of you
and your silence stored.
You and all your silence stored
that I so adored
I wish to seem to say right back
Of the way you seem to speak this way,
That down that road I know I find,
On that bend and brook I find,
Underneath the oak I find,
You to have and hold as mine.
The quietness of love and its infinite expression of beauty.
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