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Oct 2011 · 788
doubt.
Julia Oct 2011
Doubt consumes my fragile soul
Making me forever second guess
Any good thing in my life.
Replacing my heart with a black hole;
Failing all your tests.

I care so much, it hurts to hear
Your broken voice over the phone,
Telling me "babe not tonight"
Makes me wonder, makes me fear
That I'll always be alone.
Oct 2011 · 500
the resolution
Julia Oct 2011
The room is still -- silent.
The spotlight illuminates the stage;
As the string is bowed,
The sound explodes.
The music intertwines,
As the sounds expand,
They surpass the stands.
Pushing to the ends of the room.
The song's at its height
Very intense --
The level comes down, hence

The resolution.
Sep 2011 · 820
rain
Julia Sep 2011
The rain pours down
Beating on the glass,
Muffling the cries
Of unforgiving pasts.
As the tears fall
They blend into the rain
Another forgotten tear
Another ignored pain.
The lightning flashes
The thunder rolls;
This dark night
Has claimed her soul.
Sep 2011 · 637
Freedom
Julia Sep 2011
Freedom is a child, on a summer day
Not a care in the world.
She plays with her friends near the bay;
Her blonde hair blowing like flags unfurled.

Throughout her childhood, and into her teens,
Her innocent disposition was stained.
She found out the world was obscene!
And honestly, she was pained.

That girl had to grow up, and find out about life.
Not a thing of her past she'd have undone.
Her life had been simple, lacking in strife,
But all along she treasured one thing -- freedom.
Yet another metaphorical poem.
Sep 2011 · 1.1k
practically surreal
Julia Sep 2011
Every time I close my eyes
I see you two together --
You holding her close, kissing her lips,
Your hands placed about her hips.
Whether or not this be true,
Every time you're unavailable
I feel you're with her
And suddenly I'm unsure
Of everything we've been through;
Of all our words, exchanged;
Leaves me way too deep in thought
After you I always sought
I wonder if I'm cut out for this...
Is this meant for me?
It's clear we've got something real,
Something practically surreal.
Sep 2011 · 425
Untitled
Julia Sep 2011
Love is a funny thing,
Sometimes it can really sting.
Often, an unexpected guest,
Popping up unannounced, and taking over
Or, lucky like a 4 leaf clover!
...Making your heart beat out of your chest.

Now, saying those three fateful words
Can bring immense joy or hurt.
But you've got to take the chance.
It's too much to suppress!
Say it, then figure out the rest;
Say it, and you'll want to dance!

If he loves you, a smile won't leave your face,
There you are, in his embrace!
Never wanting to go.
The fact that you'll love me makes me engrossed
In you! Only wanting to hold you close,
Feeling anything but low.
Sep 2011 · 737
hope
Julia Sep 2011
Hope is the lighthouse in the turbulent water,
Barely visible in the crashing waves.
Hope keeps a smile on the sailor's daughter,
Looking forward to better days.

Every time he goes out to sea,
He's comforted by his wife's smiling face,
As she focuses on hope, ignores the possiblilty,
Of forever losing his warm embrace.

Hope keeps this family strong,
Centered around gifts from above.
It keeps them pushing on,
Contemplating life and love.
Sep 2011 · 444
one last touch
Julia Sep 2011
He used to make me so happy,
Always bringing out the best.
But now the pain is growing,
Trying to explode out of my chest.

If dating her is what he wants,
Then I'll say I want it too.
But I'm struggling to just hold on,
Trying to make it through.

Deep down, I want to save myself
From inevitable emotional strife.
I know I'm hurt, and yes it's tough,
But I want him in my life!

What can I do with this boy
Who I love so much?
He brings me hurt and pain,
But I long for one last touch.

Can I put myself through this?
I'm thinking this won't do.
I need you here with me,
And I sure as hell love you.
Sep 2011 · 698
That Wall of Mine
Julia Sep 2011
That wall of mine keeps you out,
Of my thoughts and motivations.
Even if I want to express them,
I'm consumed by my doubts,
And hypothetical limitations.

When you try to cross that boundary,
That wall of mine shoots up
To completely push you away.
My pain explodes outwardly. . .
You're the last one I want to put in a rut!

I'm ready to remove my wall,
And let my love abound.
This task may not be easy.
I know you'll catch me if I fall. . .
Can you help me take it down?
Sep 2011 · 584
Leaving
Julia Sep 2011
I long to leave;
I need to be free!
My soul's not safe here,
Yet, here I must be.

I'm ready to go
To the next part of my life.
My heart yearns for love,
But, all I know is strife.

My mind is willing,
My spirit is weak.
I know it's not healthy;
Nevertheless, after you, I seek.

I long to leave;
I need to be free!
My soul's not safe here,
Yet, here, I must be.
Sep 2011 · 465
We'll Never Be the Same
Julia Sep 2011
The words that flew out of your mouth,
Were everything but true.
I believed all that you said;
I guess lying was something you never outgrew.

The lies continued throughout the year,
All the while, you had my support.
I could do nothing when your reputation was smeared,
With your deceitful heart.

When your lies were discovered,
You didn't say a word.
I wanted to get away from you;
The entire thing was absurd!

Now, one year later, we still talk,
But things will never be the same.
What's more? You say you love me!
I don't believe you. Your lies are to blame.
Sep 2011 · 592
Crazy Dreams
Julia Sep 2011
Little children have such high hopes,
Dreams, and aspirations.
They know no limits,
And boundaries? Nope.

Their lives are filled with promise bright.
They can be anything,
If they're little minds are set.
Their dreams give them delight.

Cherish that mind set in our youth.
Let it grow, and maybe
Their sweet little dreams,
Will become the truth.
Julia Aug 2011
Anyone could see they were soul-mates,
Filled to the brim with love, and not a drop of hate.
They were so in love; never wanted to be apart;
But then something happened, and broke her heart.

The car that never saw him there,
Was driven by a drunk, who didn't even care.
Her true love was killed that day,
The drunk took her joy anyway.

With her joy, her youthful beauty left,
She was forever sad and stressed.
She thought she'd never love again.
But that changed when she found a letter and pen.

He'd written her a letter, many years ago.
It expressed his love that overflowed.
She sat there, and fondly remembered her lover,
And suddenly knew that she would recover.
Aug 2011 · 740
The Purpose of Life
Julia Aug 2011
While thoughts race through my head,
Not one stands out.
"To achieve greatness", a man once said.
Is that what life's about?

On this note, the thoughts got stronger.
This cannot be the truth.
To care about yourself; no longer
Helping others. Only being uncouth.

Helping those in need brings joy.
It removes stress and strife.
So lend a helping hand, and don't be coy;
That's the purpose of life.

— The End —