A home is some where you feel safe
And no one can take away
Where you are comfortable
You are who you are
You don't have to keep up appearances
Or hide the unknown
A home is something you can call your own
You aren’t ashamed
You never have to run
Lay your stuff where you want
Rest and relax
And know
This place is your home
I know the meaning of the word
But I have never truly experienced it
For I know that when comfort comes
Disruption is not far behind
No place has ever been forever to me
I have lost everything
Therefor I have learned
If you expect nothing
Then nothing can be taken or lost

Trust is fake
There is no true meaning
If you trust someone with your heart
Their hands will get tired
They will drop it
Then they will not watch their step
Instead of letting you find it
They crush it
Making you pick up the pieces
Faith is not everlasting
It can only be pushed so hard
Eventually it will be blown out
Easier then a candle
Love is not eternal
Someone will always find a way to make you doubt it
Doubt then washes away any existance of the painful feeling

No blanket of tears
Honesty finally preserves
I am who I want to be
No one is trying to stop me
My family is starting to understand
My friends finally know my plans
No more lying to myself
No more hiding the pain I felt
I can finally move on
From all the things that went so wrong
No more secrets in my ears
I'm not in some ridiculous disguise
I am me
That's who I want to be

Pain was my life
Drugs were my pleasure
Alcohol was on my breath
Secrets were in my ears
Theft was in my brothers hands
*** was in the next room
Love was non-existent
Speed was in everyone’s feet

Now

Pain in not so often
Drugs are not needed
Alcohol is a turn off
Secrets are funny
Theft is stopped
*** is saved
Love is all around me
Speed is slowed
I am finally at peace

Looking in my eyes
Seeing who I am
Holding me so close
I want to have it known
I love this man
I want it to show
With every tender kiss
With each beat of your heart
I will tell you I love you
Over and over again
I love no other man
Other than this one
The one who has my heart
And repeats the words I love to hear
So if it were my last day on earth
I would only want to say one thing
I love you
The special part is
I know you love me

I have had my heart broken
Stomped on and torn
It has been a rough ride
But I chose to take my own side
Even though I felt blind most of the time
I didn't know where to turn
But it didn't matter as long as I stopped getting burned
Things were not always easy
In fact they got pretty hard
But a long as I could be happy
I think it is worth it
Love is not easy
And hurts most of the time
But I wonder if I did what was right
By turning out that glimmer of light

I know I have an angel
She's watching over me
She's way up in the sky
The one place that I can not see

I can see hell
It is where it should not be
Hell has come to earth
It has come to torture me
It has taken over this place I call home
When the world is falling apart
I know deep in my heart
My angel will have something good to say

I call up to my angel
I ask her to tell me about he one place I can not see
She tells me it is beautiful
All the streets are gold
There are mansions all around
One of them will be my true home
She tells me about a man
The one who died for me
She says he is not a superman
He is so much greater then me
He's the alpha
And the omega
He is my lord, and my savior
He is the creator