So long since I kissed your lips, yet when I dream of you, your scent livens up my senses.
My heart races thinking you are next to me, touching, caressing but it is all just a dream.
The only way I can have you the way I want you, it's in my dreams. My fears will never allow me  to let you know how much I cared, that I loved you and that I let you go, just not in my dreams.

There is something inside of me that tells me I should run away from you because there are so many things about you that are not what I want in my life, but I find myself wanting to be with you every second of the day.

You in my mind before bed, I miss holding you, smelling you, keeping you warm.

I haven't been on here for weeks, it has allow me to clear a lot of my thoughts, I didn't want to let you go (smile on my face), but we knew one of us had to make the decision. I miss you, your voice, your smile, your scent, it doesnt matter how strong I want to be I want you here with me, you became my second nature, part of my being, I tried not to write you but every day my mind flowed with verses for you, not sad ones but joyful thoughts of our time together. I dont know if you will get to read this, I'm still afraid that if I send you the link to this page you will not accept it, I dont know. But you were right, out of sight out of mind does help in some ways, except when I become aware of something we shared.

I read what you wrote and am amazed how your thoughts seem like they are dancing to an amazing song in my mind as I try to understand every written letter. I want to read it over and over, I want to memorize it, the words are beautiful because they are the door that allows me to enter and understand more of what I have learned to admire and adore.

I've had you in my mind all day, wondering what time you will call, so I could hear your voice. I wanted you to stay last night so that I could show you all the things you keep depriving yourself from. I wanted to fill your body with all the pleasure you keep running away from.

Cada dia que pasa necesito sentirte mas cerca, quiero calentar tu cuerpo con el fuego que has iniciado dentro de mi, añoro hacerte explotar con la pasion que continua creciendo segundo a segundo cada vez que mis ojos se pierden dentro de la profundidad de tu mirada. Los besos que tus labios comparten son solo el comienzo de la jornada que llevan a un ecstacy sin limite. Quiero tenerne entre mis brazos, arrebatarte y llevarte a ese lugar donde has tenido miedo llegar, hacerte saborear todas las delicias que nuestra imaginacion puede generar. Delirar con la fiebre de nuestros cuerpos tratando de combatir todas las aberraciones que hemos enjaulado en lo mas profundo de nuestras almas.