By nature I want to take all these feelings of uncertainty away, I want to assure you that you are the most beautiful, caring, intelligent woman I have ever laid eyes on, I know this because I always want the best for me, and you are what I want, you make my life a better one, you take me to the next level, I know you always ask when did I start feeling the way I do about you, and honestly I don't remember, maybe it was the moment I met you and I did not want to disrespect you by turning you into a ****** object instead I wanted to treat you like the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, with honor, love and patience. Every time I look into your eyes I know that together we can achieve and claim all the things we expect out of life. Happiness is around the corner we just have to make the choice of walking in the same direction.

I think of you all day and I wonder if you think of me, I dream of you each night and I wonder if you dream of me.
I wonder if you miss my hand holding you as much as I miss holding you in my arms.
I wonder if you yearn looking into my eyes the same way I yearn to look into your eyes and find out what beautiful thoughts go thru your mind.
I wonder if that gorgeous smile is caused by the way you feel about me or the way I make you feel.
I wonder if the moment our dreams became reality, our bodies touched, our eyes looked, our smiles shared, our souls understood that we were destined to be together and spend a lifetime experiencing all these emotions except not wondering but knowing that what we think, miss, yearn and feel for eachother is real.

People come in and out of our lives everyday some make more impact than others, some we miss, some we hope we never see again, I know that there is a reason our paths crossed, whether it was to teach me patience, to help you get over your fears, jump start my drive to achieve great things in life, inspire me to write the poems that I write daily, show me that I can give myself to someone without fear of getting hurt, finally having the satisfaction that I didn't hurt anyone I cared for, but that I willingly gave them up so they could find their happiness. I am stronger today because of you, I know I can find what I've been looking for, so I'll keep waiting until that day comes. I can't force you to feel anyway about me, I could only show you what I feel for you is real and it could have made you the happiest woman on earth, unfortunately it is not our time, maybe it never will be, we will never know. It is easier for you to not have me in your life because I'm the reason you have so many doubts, questions and unknown feelings. You know I will never leave you, every day you wake up I'll be there with you and no matter where I go you will always be with me, you are part of me now. I'll keep posting my thoughts for you, if you want to keep in touch is up to you, I would never turm away from seeing that beautiful smile, warm hug, energizing laugh, holding you in my arms. I will never turn away I will always be here, you know how and where to find me.

I dont think you realize how difficult it is for me to be in this situation, I have been spoiled by you, to have you near me whenever I asked, without limitations, to hold your beautiful body in my arms without having to worry I had to let you go, to smell your sweet scent without concern that I could not smell your hair, to taste you at will without any anguish that your lips and your skin would not be there for me to taste.

You know every minute awake with you is worth more than any hour sleeping without you.

I can't make her love me or change the way she feels about other people, I can't take away the pain, the guilt or despair she's experiencing. I can't sit back and watch as all these emotions consume the beautiful soul that lies within her beautiful body. What I can do is show her how much I love her by giving her the freedom she needs and allow her to be herself again without any doubt that she made the right decision, if eventually she realizes that what she chose was not the right thing, I can only hope that I can love her again the way that I love her now.

Its not a matter of being right or wrong, it's a matter of following what your heart tells you is the best thing for yourself, you need to be selfish, that is what I was doing, being selfish. I want you for myself, my heart tells me you are the best thing for me right now and always, that is why I want you in my life, I don't want to share you. You are a rare woman that through the up and downs has persevered, you are the strong woman I need next to me so we can walk together and reach new heights, you are the caring woman that can console and heal the sorrows that life will bring. You are the smart woman that will provide advice so that we can decide which direction we will head. You are the sensual woman that will satisfy my every physical need for affection so that I will not look for another female. You are the woman that will provide your friendship so we can share laughs and joyful moments, be my best friend.
I respect you, I admire you, I desire you, I need you, I want you, there is nothing I will not do to have you by side, every second we are apart makes me a stronger man cause I will need to be strong to be with a woman like you. I will not apologize for saying what I say, I speak from the heart, my mind tells me otherwise but I know that in the end my heart knows best. Dont think I'm weak cause I let you know how I'm feeling, to open up is harder than you think, I trust you to do the right thing so I will be here waiting with my heart in my hand ready to hand it over to you, let you be the keeper cause I know you will know how to take good care of it.