Josh Buller

Josh Buller Oct 2010

That memory
So fresh, so new
Now lost in the bowels of time and technology
Mans greatest advancement
A bane to my thoughts
It was written and recorded down
Now all is lost
Erased
With so much faith
Where do we know when we are led astray
With such reliability
When do we find out we’ve been lied to
I knew it
I wrote it
But now it is
*Gone

Josh Buller Oct 2010

What Words Couldn't Do

It was possible before not to be with you, but now i couldn’t imagine
Lucky is the perfect word used to describe that slight chance that i could be with you
On that magical day, i believe only you would be able to understand, the
Very connection made when we embraced, how the memories have grown into wonderful gifts of the mind
Every time i was thinking, with or without you, those words were too powerful
Yet i now find it impossible not to let my feelings stay put
Only to set them free brings conflict to the cruel world known as earth
Under these circumstances, i just say ***** the world, its all about my angel

To a very special person <3

© Josh Buller 10/11/2010

Josh Buller Sep 2010

Small

I stand there and wonder
When I look to the skies.
Past the clouds of thunder
And up into the heavens.

How small it makes me look
In comparison to out there.
Like each word in a book
Small in contrast to the rest.

Going even past the atmosphere
Out far into space.
Traveling miles away from here
Leaving the milky way.

Looking down from up there
It’s not possible to find me.
You probably wouldn’t care
Where I am in the first place.

However, it is a proven fact
That something so small can make a difference.
All I need to do is act
And I will show everybody.

Only one more thing to say
I may be small to the universe.
If I act upon today
I can change the world.

Josh Buller Sep 2010

The Lucky One

When I looked into your eyes
I melted in your gaze
When our hands intertwined
My heart leaped for joy
When we were together
Nothing mattered anymore
When you wanted to be with me
My heart exclaimed victory
So quick this time seemed
Yet we were together so long
For the past months
I had something to look forward to
On that one average day
The fireworks flew
We laughed and we blushed
We walked until there was nowhere to go
Until the sun departed
We held each other close as the hours slipped by
It would appear that time is never on our side
It never is
It is goodbye
But not for long
I linger in that last embrace
Hoping that time would slow
Alas those headlights are in view
I gaze into those eyes
“Goodbye, sleep well”
Our lips meet briefly
And in that last second
I know
She is perfect

Josh Buller Sep 2010

It's You

It’s you** I think of
Before I go to sleep.
It’s your voice that calms me
When I laugh myself silly.
It’s you who I think of
When times are slipping.
It’s you that will reason
With the stupidity from me.
It’s your eyes which keep me moving
From day to each day.
It’s your warmth in your touch
That makes the butterflies take off.
It’s your kindness.
That makes me want to be a nicer guy.
It’s you that I need
When I feel lonely.
It’s you that I want
Just to hold close.
It’s you that lets me know
Everything is right in my life.

Josh Buller Sep 2010

This is a Joke

I expected more
Lets just say
I’m disappointed.
It may be the first day
But the way he explained it.
This class so looked forward to
Exposed for what it truly is.
A joke.

His expectations
Far from high.
His lessons
Whatever you make of them.
Today was a joke.
I did nothing.
It is a dying course
But at least make the best of it
So what if we buy stuff
So what if its finished.

I’d like at least a bit of a challenge
Not this make anything crap
I hope for the best.
But what I learned from today
This class is a JOKE!

Josh Buller Aug 2010

It’s Just Me

The first impression is always the most important
but it’s not always right.
For instance he makes you laugh,
later on he turns his back.
He doesn’t talk,
yet words can’t describe what he’s really saying.

It is said first impressions make the difference,
then why are we told not to judge a book by its cover.
When it comes to me,
you too shouldn’t judge.
To me, being a fool is just another day.
Life is easier when you don’t care what others think.

I can laugh
and I can cry.
I’ve been called the biggest dork alive,
and I quite agree.
If you don’t like what I am ... it’s just me.
So deal with it.