I stand in awe at a measure of disgust
to wait in holiday to watch old things bleed
I do not care to listen to their screams
they have been silenced as if only vivid dreams
do not wander to the world you've lost
it has vanished at too high a cost
before this winter there was summer so sweet
now i place the corpses beneath your feet
and i do not mourn for those you've lost
because it is only the beginning of a new Holocaust
for all these things they must burn
but just for right now i believe
    its your turn..........

Alone in a cold and cruel world,
Bold, but silent, hatred lingers to thrive impatiently all around
Violent, but peaceful now that nothing can hurt,
Hurt, and alone, no one to care, screaming in silence without a sound
is there one left no more, no less,
or alone, cold and heartless like a season of death
Cold, driven only on finding the one true love,
feelings expressed just to be forgotten, Last, no one to love,
Staring down at your past, longing for answers and wondering why,
Aimlessly staring, searching for wisdom while life passes you by,
Cold, and heartless no one left to love.
Silent, but quietly the hatred still rages on,
Shrieking with pain, but no sound comes out,
All rays of hope, blocked by Anger, then replaced by doubt
Laughter, joy, and happiness are all but forgotten,
a mind filled with furry, becoming viscious and rotten
Silent, but quietly the hatred still rages on.
and the days keep coming but darker is the dawn
driven by hate Hope must find it's way,
No more staring at the past, but the light of the day
grudges forgotten are being remembered today
the bodies start falling and are left to decay
i guess it was hopeless and i had a bad day

one love so deep i forget about life
one life that together we live harmonious
a love so deep we carry each other into the night
and when the morning breaks she is the only thing glorious
i want that first kiss that can stop time
when everything else seems to disapear
i want the moment reminded not remembered
so enchanting there are only happy tears
i want stars in her eyes
so when i look into them there's much to explore
i want to sing again
i want her to unlock my doors
i want to give her so much love
she never goes looking
if she does dishes
id love to do the cooking
i want only truth trust and honesty
i want it simple fulfilling our need
i want true love
a real love that doesn't bleed
i want to love like never before
i want some one i would even die for.....
but most of all i want some one who will answer and be honest
when i say do you feel the same......
...............or is it to you just a game.

What is it for and in the questions you ask
is it hard easy or even a forbidden task
what is it  that we all are looking for
does it leave us lonely wanting or longing for more
how long have i been searching longing to see
something inside me wanting to be
why are we here what makes us be
are we in the ocean or lost somewhere at sea
what of the touch youve been want to feel
something so precious you could not steal
what are the questions you have been meaning to ask
what will it take to complete this task
how many times are you willing to try
or will you give up and let life pass you by
what of this notion that we call pride
when do you know or even how to decide
how many pieces is it that can you leave
before the last one is left and you long to believe
what about the music you want to write
but the words some how dont seem right
how did the world ever get so wrong
why is it we let it go so long
how many people do you call friend
how many are still with you in the end
what of the angel that heaven will send
where is she so my heart can mend
what are the secrets that we all keep
hiding them safe alone and deep
why the need to lie decieve and confuse
try walking in the other one's shoes
how many moments does it take to define
the one thats important and is there a sign
are they hopes or shall we call them dreams
sometimes a reality or so it seems
the first real kiss can you remember the day
did it leave you speechless with nothing to say
those special moments that keep us alive
we call it courage it gives us the drive
questions questions they are always there
will they be unanswered or do we care
to not have loved might be the greatest fear
or maybe its just long time i had a beer

Great expectations and elusive dreams
found lascivious for the reasons unseen
a silent misfortune is the destination unknown
weaved into the delicate webs that we have sown
up to the heavens how we often cry
searching for reflection when loved ones die
soon to be a memory in the sands of time
without a reason life must be a crime
when the days are forgotten and the night is long
something inside without fail keeps on going strong
when all hope is lost and faith leads the way
helpless desires to find a way
torments that bind you locked inside
you turn the key and start to ride
where the rain is heavy and the air is cold
you must be crazy to ride so bold
faster faster and into the storm
the heat of the engine will keep you warm
when everyone you know has been lost
you ride even faster at whatever the cost
realizing you must surrender into something new
putting to rest everything loved that you once knew
pushing the engine till it gets hot
only the wonder of wether it can take it or not
suddenly that unfamiliar yet familiar sound
of the limit to which that engine is bound
the ride is over and it has lost its load
somewhere out there on the open road

when times are good
everything is as it should
when times are hard
revealed is the hidden card
from the deck of life you were given a hand
play it right or it crumbles like sand
one can bluff or even lie
but the truth is known as it meets the eye
be true to thyself or or none can be true
as the life you build will fall upon you
based on deciet a heart can grow fond
but over time you will lose that bond
as with time it will show
the thorns as they rigoruosly grow
truth will consume the you, you think you know
because all the lies will suddenly go
when that moment of judment demandingly calls
and the castle of your lies built suddenly falls
to each their own and to thine own self be true
reap what you sow as it is cast upon you

Let thine mind not hinder the heart,
nor the heart stutter to pollute the mind,
Admit obstructions though they be never vast,
for true love hinders nether the first nor the latter of last,
may we never falter when it alteration finds,
nor sway as the reeds wildly upon the wind in time,
never! No! shall we betray the truest of friends,
gaze now upon the world in all its vanity oh how it bends,
be never shaken or weaved upon its web of instabilities,
be it as it may the light for one wandering in the dark searching out tranquility,
follow me away now for the hell hounds hear them bark,
for only the foolish of heart wanders out to prowl lost in the dark,
let us not be lured into such things as such running afoul,
lead my heart as my compass with your love as it's light,
guide me always clearly through even the darkest of night,
Love fails not standing firm trapped in a timeless moment in a lifetime of endless moments,
bleeding always for that required component,
though not desire, wanton or lust,
but weaved together one as true love must.

~J.P.K. 04-04-2013