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420 · Feb 2014
The pain
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
I just want to scream
It hurts so bad
I just want it to end
I can't think
I can't focus
It's killing me
I haven't eatin in days
I barley sleep
It's going to **** me
But............
No never mind
I'm not going to finish that
417 · Feb 2014
It's your decision
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
Who you chose
It's up to you
I love you
If you chose me
I can promise
A life of happiness
A life of pride
You will be able
To say my man is there
Anytime I need him
I will give you what you want
I will take care of your daughter
I'll be there when she needs me
I swear it
I have your ring
I plan on marrying you
Spending my life with you
It's your choice
I just hope
You make the right choice
416 · Dec 2013
Fair warning "dad"
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You step in my life again
I beat you in the dirt
Mess with my life again
I ******* up
Mess with my love
I **** you
So
Best bet
Stay away
411 · Nov 2013
Beautiful little baby
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
So sweet
So sound
Sleeping with mommy
Your mind wandering wide
Dreams so wonderful
No one will ever know
You look so beautiful
So peaceful
So quite
Lots to think about
Beautiful little baby
Laying there
So sweet
So loving
Good night
Sleep tight
We love you
403 · Dec 2013
Fell in the trap
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
They left it baited
Waiting for their next prey
When I came stumbling along
I saw it and took it
But that's when it all happened
You were the bait
And when I saw you
I triped the wire
I fell in a trap called love
I'm stuck in here
Can't get out
No matter if I did try
But I won't
Because its paradise
Everything I can hope for
Everything I can dream of
It's all here
But what really makes me stay
Is you
Because you are here with me
And that's paradise enough
403 · Jan 2014
It's Not Possible
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
I've watched it happen
Morning glories blossoming
In the still dead of the night
It's not possible
I've watched us blossom
Into lovers transcending friends
Our love became divine
Worshiped by the bed sheets
It's not possible
Marvin Gaye wrote his songs
With our kind of love in mind
It's not possible
Theirs nothing I'd rather do
Than hold your hand as we talk
Silent glares screaming the passion
We want to erupt
In the cold sands
Of yesterday's arguing and "I'm sorry"
This is how we make up
This is how we tell the world
We're in love
Even death couldn't break that bond
It's not possible
To admit it
But you're the one who could end this
I could never
Not even fathom the possibility
That the day will come when we part ways
No longer the divine lovers
Heaven and Hell wishes to understand
It's not possible
For anybody to grasp this amount of passion
It's not possible
To ever stop loving you
403 · Dec 2013
I gave them all up
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
They are gone
All of them
They are dead to me
Almost my whole family
I haven't forgotten them
But it's their fault
They couldn't accept us
They didn't like
Us being together
So I said **** them
Me and my dad
We no longer talk
Me and my brother
We have drifted apart
Me and my whole family
No longer talk
I said **** them
Ill choose you over them
Any day
any time
I've gave all of them up
All of them
For you
Please
Don't make me regret it
I love you
I miss you
Ill go crazy with out you
You are all I have now
As far as I care
I have no family
402 · Nov 2013
Hate
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
hate
what is hate
hate is felling
is actions
is words
but to me
hate is everything
but
hate can not exist
without love
hate and love
they are two halves of a whole
one can not exist without the other
you see, my love
i hate many people
but i love you
they battle within me
my love for you
withstands all
nothing can tarnish it
nothing can destroy it
i love you
but with that love comes worry
worry ill lose you
my love for you
stands me up
keeps me going
without you
i would have givin up
you keep me from that
my love, you are my light
my every thing
in this cold bitter world
so i say now
i love you
no matter what
395 · Dec 2013
Am I insane?
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
They call me crazy
Because I used to cut
They call me crazy
Because I hate them
They call me crazy
Because of all my anger
They say I've gone insane
That I'm a cyopath
Well I can tell them this
You want to see insane?
You want to see a cyopath?
Sorry I'm not him
You lucked out here
I'm done with the cutting
Yeah I have a lot of anger and hate
But nobody sees it
Because I hide it
So am I insane?
Hell yeah I'm insane
But not how they think
395 · Dec 2013
Burn
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
It will all end
Fire will end it
It will all burn
And I'm going to cause it all
**** this world
Lets make another
From the ashes
Of this hell
**** all this
I'm done with it all
I'm going to watch it burn
laughing
Lighting it
Burning it all
Watch everyone die
Burn to death
The smoke
Black as night
And when it's all gone
We will rise
And **** you all
391 · Dec 2013
I'm better than most right?
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I know I'm not perfect
In fact I'm far from it
I know I'm not the best looking
In fact I'm not at all
But I'm better than most right?
I hope I am
I do my best
And then some
I do all I can
And then some
I know my life is ****** up
I know my family is to
But I'm different from them
I really am
I'm not perfect
In any way
I'm defiantly not the best looking
But I do treat you better
And care more
Than most right?
390 · Feb 2014
The pain within
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
That's all I feel
Pain
And love
That's it
And it hurts
I love you
My love
387 · Jan 2014
I gave them all up
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
All of this
I did for you
I gave up friends
I gave up family
I gave up my father
My brother
My sister
I almost lost my mom
For you
All this and more
I did for you
I'm there
when you need me
I'm there
when you need something
Anything you need
Anything you want
I'll get it
Half my family
Ive known my whole life
I said **** them
For you
And this is how you repay me
It's ****** up
Don't get mad when you read this
385 · Dec 2013
I'm sorry
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Everybody
I'm sorry
I'm sorry daddy
I'm sorry momma
I'm sorry everybody
But
Mostly I'm sorry to you
I didn't mean to drag you in this
I love you
So much it hurts
I love you more than anything
I'm just sorry
I love you
I hope you know that
377 · Dec 2013
I can't wait
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
When your here
But your not
I can't wait
Till your back in my arms
Back with me
Till we can be together forever
I love you
And I can't wait
to hear you say it back
In person
To feel your lips on mine
To feel me holding you
And I'll never let go
I swear baby
377 · Nov 2013
Hey you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
hey you
yea you
come here
i want to tell you something


*******
to the two people i hate most
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I did because of you
Some one talks about you
I snap
Black out
I hurt people
more than I mean to
They think
Because I don't look it
I can't fight
Well nobody
Will mess with me anymore
I'm sorry for it
I really am
Make me promise
Not to anymore
I can't break a promise
to you
I'm sorry
I love you
that's why I did it
I love you
374 · Nov 2013
I trusted you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
i gave you my heart
i trusted you with it
to not break it
i trusted you
to not smash it
i handed you my life
i asked you for one thing
not to break me
all i wanted in return
was your love
do you know what you did
you took my heart
and my life
you kept them warm
and you still cradel them
in your arms they sleep
i trusted you
and i still do
my love
369 · Jan 2014
Bye
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
Bye
All I can say is
..........................
Nothing
Not a word
Bye
366 · Dec 2013
Untitled 1
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
This is my first poem

Your love never sears to amaze me
Your eyes are the purist of blue(brown)
Please listen when I say these things
And hear me when I say this is true.

Your kisses are sweeter then wine
Your hugs are of someone who cares
I hope you know your heart is with mine
And that your love is surly shared……

Your smile is brighter then the sun
Your laugh is warmer then your touch
I assure you, you must believe me baby
And that I love you very much
My baby wrote this she told me to post it she doesn't have a hello poetry
363 · Dec 2013
Looking back
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Before now
I never loved anybody
I never trusted anybody
Before now
I couldn't see my self
with one girl my whole life
But now I can't see myself
going one day without you
I'm not proud of my past
But if I could go back
I wouldn't change a thing
Because it made me who I am
And who I'm going to be
It seams like every **** up I made
Everything I did right
Everything I did wrong
Lead me to you
I wouldn't change anything
Because I see myself now
I'm not as good as I'm going to get
I still have a lot to do
But I'm changeing everyday
For you
I make myself a better man
Because I don't to cause any pain
And like I said before
Before now
I couldn't see my self
with one girl my whole life
But now I can't see myself
going one day without you
Because I love you
360 · Dec 2013
15 years later
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You show up
After 15 years
Duch bag
You disappeared
Didn't call
Didn't text
I didn't know you were alive
Untill I was 10
I tried to find you
For 5 years
Mom even tried to find you
Then you show up
Like nothing ever happened
Expecting to run my life
Well I've got news for you
I have a dad
I don't need you
I don't want you
In my life
*******
I have a dad
That was there
On my birthday
Christmas
My whole life
As far as I'm concerned
Your just some guy
You might be my blood
But your not my dad
Jason isn't my blood
But he is my dad
And he was ok with me and her
You weren't
He was there
You weren't
So I should have said this
when I met you
******* I have a dad
355 · Nov 2013
They will pay
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
i feel my blood
running through my veins
i hear my heart beat
pumping my life away
it hides my anger
my thirst for blood
their blood
they will pay
they took her
they will pay
the only person
i care about
they wont let me see her
they will pay
they will choke
on their blood
feel their life
slip away
death will take them
take them to hell
do i care?
**** no
ill make it all happen
but not now
my love, you keep me from that
but they took you away
they will pay
some how
some way
351 · Dec 2013
It's hell
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Being without you
Not seeing you
Not hearing your voice
Feeling your touch
Having you in my arms
My love, it's hell
No it's worse than hell
A pain in my stomach
And aching in my back
It pains me to be without you
I love you
I want you back
Here with me
Forever
To hold you
and never let go
To show you
how much I love you
But when I am with you
It's heaven
No even better than that
346 · Dec 2013
ever since you left
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I have not smiled
I have not laughed
I have not been happy
since you left
I have done nothing
sat in my room
stared at a TV
my heart
wants to give out
wants to stop beating
my head feels
like its going to burst
all of this since
you left
I understand why
I get it
I can wait
but Im worried
worried you will find another
but like I said a million times
its whatever makes you happy
id walk through hell
knock on the devils door
and fight him
if it makes you happy
there is nothing I wouldn't do
for you
343 · Dec 2013
No sleep for me
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I used to sleep
But no more
I need you
By my side
Feel your body on mine
Feel your warmth
Hear your voice say olive you
This bed is empty
Lonely
Cold
With out you
It's been so long
Since we have layed together
Since you have feel asleep in my arms
I can't wait untill next time
342 · Dec 2013
The girl of my dreams
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
She's country
She's crazy
She's awesome
She's fun
She's you
You are the girl of my dreams
341 · Nov 2013
I still love you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
I still love you
no matter what
even though you left
even though you broke me
even though my heart is shattered
I still love you
I always will
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
I've hurt my self a lot
I've been stabbed
I've been cut
I've even been shot
but this
this is to much
it hurts so much
I've been dumped before
but I have never felt like this
I want to curl up in a ball
cry and die
I wish I were dead
I wish I never lost you
I have told you I loved you
but now I mean it
I love you
with everything I am
everything I will be
I want nothing but you
I wish I never missed you
it hurts too much
I wish I never lost you
I understand why
but I don't understand my feelings
all I know is I love you
no matter what
through anything im there
so I guess this is good bye
remember I love you
332 · Jan 2014
You will never know
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
"I love you"
"I miss you"
"I wish I was with you"
We say these things everyday
We say them like it's just a normal thing
But it's not
What I have for you
It's a love so true
You will never find one like it
It runs in my blood
It runs through my bones
It's all my joy
All my happiness
Evey good thing I feel
I feel for you
The heat in my body
The sweat on my skin
The blood in my veins
It's all for you
You will never know
How I feel about you
I can tell you all I want
But you will never know
Your the first thing I think of
When I wake up
The last thing I think of
Before I go to sleep
Your my eveything
But will never know
I've told you a million times
But to under stand it
You have to feel it
And this
What I feel
It's better than heaven
Because love feels better than anything
And I love you
317 · Dec 2013
Your not my dad
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Your going to apologize?
Really?
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry?
hell no
**** that
It was my heart
It was my life
You can't show up
After 15 years
And want to be my dad again
It doesn't work that way
I have a dad
He is the only one
Who is ok with me and her
So
I've been wanting to say this
For 15 years
******* your not my dad
Blood or not
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
I love
It's to put in words
How much I do
But
Maybe this can
Explain a little
I'd do anything for you
I'd ****
For you
I'd die
For you
I'd sell my soul
To Satan
Just to hear feel your touch
I want to spend
My life with you
I'd walk out if heaven
And in to hell
For you
I'd crawl through
The fire of hell
To get you out
I'd burn the world
To heat you
**** anything
To feed you
Anything you want
I'll get it
I'll walk through the gates of hell
Shake hands with satan
Just to see you smile
I love you
I hope you know how much
309 · Dec 2013
You are
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You are many things
All if them good
You are
my angle in hell
My salvation in war
My antidote to poison
You see my love
you keep me going
You save me
Everyday
You are
My water on fire
My ship in the sea
And most of all
My love in all this hate
That ray of sunshine
In this clouded world
I strive to reach
You are
My everything
My only thing
My life in death
My love, you are all
I love you
305 · Nov 2013
I want her back
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
her
thats my life
all i think about
they took her
they went to far
i hope they die
i hope the rot
i hope they burn in hell
but sometimes
i wonder
what if they really do
could i keep going
of course i could
i would have her back
but is that all i need
hell yeah its all i need
but wait
think about it first
nothing to think about
i need her back
and they will pay
her
i love her
with everything i am
302 · Nov 2013
All for you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
I feel pain
I feel guilt
I feel broken
I feel crushed
But most of all
I feel love
I feel love for you
I push my feelings to the side for you
I am there for you
I care for you
I am there when you need something
I am there when you need someone
I do all this for you
Because I love you
300 · Dec 2013
I'd rather...
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I'd rather die
Than be away
I'd rather die
Than lose you
I'd rather die
Right here
right now
Than be told
I can't see you
I can't be with you
I'd do anything for you
Anything to make you happy
What ever it takes ill do it
I love you baby
Forever and always
299 · Dec 2013
Will you do it?
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
It'a not much
It's all I have
But please take it
Well you already did
Without even knowing
You hold a blade to it always
In one motion
You could end me
For you see my love
You stole my heart
298 · Dec 2013
Untitled 2
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
This is my second one

Tears of sadness
Tears of laughter
Fear f tribulation
Happiness of jubilation
Things to come
Things to pass
Though all these things are there and true
The most important is I love you
She wrote this one too
290 · Nov 2013
You and me vs. you and him
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
You and me are just alike
You and him are not
You and me get along
You and him do not
You and me are happy
You and him are not
You and me are good for each other
You and him are not
You and me love each other
You and home do not
288 · Nov 2013
My heart
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
My heart is breaking
My heart is aching
My heart is what I offer you
It is not much
But it's all I have
I offer you my heart
in hopes you take it
In hopes you care for it
My heart breaks more and more everyday
My heart yearns for you to take it
I yearn for you to take it
My heart needs you
I need you
My heart loves you
I love you
284 · Jan 2014
Love heart
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
Love                   Love
  My heart             looked for
  special love,       easily found
     so very soon  &  now hopefully  
   forever eternity it’s with me
  Accepting it and sharing,
  Kiss for you baby
love you so
  Much
X
283 · Nov 2013
You are
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
You are
The one mommy loves
The one mommy needs
The one mommy cherishes
The one…the only one
She loves you
She needs you
Without you there is no mommy
You are what keeps her together
You are what breaks her down
You are what keeps her going
You are what stops her
You are her happiness
You are her sadness
Without you there is no mommy
You are what you are
And that is what we love about you
to my girlfriends baby girl
279 · Dec 2013
My life and world
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You and the baby
That's my world
That's my life
All I care about
Your happiness
Your love
I feel my love
For you
Deep in my blood
Deep in my bones
It wakes me up
Makes me move
It's what I want
It's what I need
And
It's all I can ask for
278 · Dec 2013
Do I have what it takes?
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You know what I'd do
You know what I've done
What I've given up
What I'm going to do
I'd give up more
Do more
For you and her
I love the both of you
I think I have what it takes
But do you
I think I'm ready
But do you
She might not be mine
But I'll treat her like my own
Family is family
Blood or not
I'd give anything for you and her
I love you
I love her
So I ask again
Do you think I'm ready
274 · Dec 2013
True love runs deepest
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Nobody cares about love
All they care about is ***
*** *** ***
Yeah *** feels great
Yeah *** is a lot of fun
But *** is supposed to be
A way of showing your love
Yeah *** is amazing
But when I fell for her
That was a million times better
My heart was racing
My gut twisted
My stomach was on fire
That's when I knew
She is the one
The one I want
The one I need
The only person
I will love
Ever
My love for her
I can feel it
In my blood
In my bones
All throughout my body
As long as I have her
I'm happy
No matter what's happening
As long  as she is by my side
I'm happy because
My love for her
Runs deeper than anything
258 · Nov 2013
Love
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
No one knows what love is
No one feels love
No one cares about love
Love is special
Love is once in a life time
I know what love is
I feel love
Love is how I feel when I see you
Love is what I have for you
Love is love
And I love you
249 · Nov 2013
Just wanted to tell you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
hey
I just wanted to tell you
I love you
I love your baby
you will be my last love
you will always be the love of my life
no matter what you say or do
you will be the one I love
forever and always
as long as I shall live
and even after im gone
I will always love you
and only you
248 · Dec 2013
Her and the baby
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
The most important things in my life
Are those two
That's all I care about
I want them happy
I want them taken care of
I want her to have no complaints
That's all I care about
nothing else
I don't care about anything
Just those two
That's it
They are my life
Untill I die
246 · Nov 2013
What am i?
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
what am I
am I human
can humans bear pain
the kind I feel
am I a beast
that would explain
my world is pain
no
im an angle
a demon
im hell
and im heaven
that explains everything
all the pain
all the hate
but
when he looks in my eyes
ill be the last thing he sees
he will pay
ill make him pay
but what am I
im human
that's what make me feel this
and that's what makes me survive
241 · Nov 2013
Me and him
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
I cheer you up
He does not
I am faithful
He is not
I do not lie
But he does
I am right for you
He is not
I am there for you
He is not
I am better for you
He is not
I love you
But he does not
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