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Joshua Green Nov 2014
death is at the corner of the block just waiting
standing there waiting, wondering if
I should walk constantly
Contemplating
Got the **** in shoe and the roll up
In my bag, i reach the corner
I turn my head
And it all goes bad!!! One cop grabs me, the other one points his
Gun, i try to stay calm
Give them a continuous lie and then
Im home free, problem was
He had already read me
Rights, so now i'm about to do 5 years, at 13 years of age, man how do
I live through this now!!!
5 YEARS LATER
Finally out, im finally out!!!! Wonder
How the fam doin'?? wonder
If they're gonna miss the
Words out of my mouth?? Couple hours go by and then im
Home, my mom not home so i start callin up her phone, a man
Picks up, worst news i
Hear after 5 years, my mom overdosed, and now im all alone, the person who picked up was my gramps he held onto her phone, all alone, all alone im really all alone, no father figure, no mother n my mind is going cold
No point in living, no point in putting
In effort, so ***** it death is the answer i hope it don't hurt
#Unfinished lives of kids who try to survive
Joshua Green Oct 2014
Love is something that i never seemed to find
all these nerve wrecking mind aching
words SUBLIME!!!!
Every line written, every word said, every
single part of my mind already dead
wonderin' how i find time
To be able to hide how i feel, growing up
waiting to be killed, every night
it was another nightmare
Weirdly my dreams were always dark dimming
it was like i was skinny dipping
with all my demons!!!!!
Stuck inside a mindstate, contemplating on a
daily basis wondering whose
really there for me
Baleful mind is my worse asset just like living life
like a chemical reaction!!!!!
This was a starter poem wrote it off the top of my head........
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