Unstable indignation leveraging ignorant desperation and exploiting separation, while you breed uncertainty. No sense or sympathy can dent your childish entitlement, as if an unpaid settlement is all you ever see.
Both rewarded and punished, for taking the bait, with aggressive regression to a simpler state. In adrenaline's wake, you're surrounded by fear. Just a small price to pay when it all seems so clear.
I'm out of desperate measures and it's only just begun. Off to a running start, but now there's nowhere left to run. I need to catch my breath, but that's a risk I just can't take. There's so much ground to cover and still far too much at stake.
A peculiar somnambulation, inspired by a dream, just a fight of imagination ... insane as it may seem. Creating nothing but allusions, albeit with the best intent. Leading to all the wrong conclusions and a great deal of embarrassment.
I hate to admit it, but I'm starting to see that my comfort zone is growing smaller than me. A slow suffocation, removing all doubt that I must find a reason to find a way out.
Caught completely unaware, I never thought that I should care or in any way prepare for the possibility that what seemed an apparition was just pattern recognition and an overdue admission that I'm not where I should be.