over

&

over

OVER AND OVER

again

//                            
                                •        •


It's over

All over

All over , again

                                                          ••

She said

SOMEONE HURT ME
SO I HURT YOU

BUT

ITS DIFFERENT

HE WASN'T SORRY
BUT I AM !

••

over

&

over

ALL

ITS ALL OVER !

ITS ALL OVER !

( again )

//

Cain kills Abel

Over

&

Over

Again

//

demons start laughing

Over

&

Over

Again


//

Over

The Human Race

Lies wasted

//

ALL

ALL OVER AGAIN

-------   that if I

*******

while holding an image of a REAL GIRL

in my mind

That

When I am done and the image fades

I get to scream to both the

Mental image

AND

to the

REAL GIRL

that

I GAVE YOU MY LOVE / and
YOU HAVE BETRAYED ME ! ?

and that

I guess as an

ADDED BONUS

that

I get to be

INSANELY JEALOUS

of this

REAL GIRL'S
REAL BOYFRIEND

and not only that !!

I get to be DEPRESSED

and pretend I'm suicidal ?

••

And all this

Just because I'm really

Afraid of REAL PEOPLE

and I'm really

IN LOVE

with my HAND ?

//

Try as I might

To see it differently

That's all I seem to pick up from it all

//

also

I'd like to remind all you

LOVERS ( ha ha )

Out there

To be sure to wash your hands after

Your  " affairs "

So you don't

**** your keyboards up in your rush

To tell us about

How ****** up your minds are

///

Try as I might

That's all I see happening out there

of all the girls I ever did love

////  • ||
<>


###

There is one thing I can say about all of them

//                            

That I loved them because of

The immensity of love they showed for

Everyone / Anyone

Around them

Allowing me to see all people

More compassionately and clearly

//

And that everyone of them

Acutely and thoroughly

Knew this

And appreciated it

With their whole being

For it helped them complete

What was their life 's

Purpose and Journey

••

And though we came and went

( so to speak )

We NEVER parted

And where ever they are

I remember every moment

With

Joy

&

Gratitude

&

Supreme Humility

& I know for certain

That that is how they remember me

((             She        ))

So                              
                                                            like a song

//

                                                       she

••

I come from an orphanage                                              

                                                We escaped last Saturday

Me and her together                                           ••

She is 12 and I am 7

We is on the road

//

//                                      

We met

THE ANGEL DRESSED IN WHITE

in a place  they called

THE DINER

It was up upon  some hill

••

oh oh oh // oh oh

//

She give us some food to eat

And she took us to some trailer

Which she called

OUR HOME

///

oh oh oh // oh oh

••

Then the police men come

To return us to THE FARM

so all together

( the 3 of us )

We run away

//

Ellie is 12 years old

And I am 7

We and the

ANGEL DRESSED IN WHITE

we runnin down the road

she is good

•       •

We chant our song in the night

We match our Voices

To the Howling Sky

••

We are not afraid to Live

We are not afraid to die

//

Primitive

( all is lived in purity )

/:/

The days of war come

SEE !

the civilized mass of men !

Ugly

Brutal

Angry Rage

//

She

Sings the love song

In the night

We match our Voices

To the Sky

isn't that a person is depressed

THE PROBLEM IS THAT DEPRESSION KILLS

AND THAT THE DEPRESSED PERSON IS DYING

/////

)(                                   )(
(                                   <^>                                   )
^
////  • ||
<>
                           )
              #####
             / \        /\

~~~~~~~

if you are willing to take COMPLETE RESPONSIBILITY
for the healing of the depressed person

Please do so

If not .... Get out of the way

///

As all religions
All philosophies
All sacred teachings

State ( in some way )

There is a Power
A Logos

A reasoning essence
At the heart of creation

In the beginning was the Word ( logos )
And the Word ( logos ) was with God
And the Word ( logos ) was God

::::::::

And Jesus was the Word  ( logos ) made flesh

//////

Now
I am not a Christian nor a bible thumper

And I am only using these terms because most of us
Are familiar with them

••

The creation itself is being described as a movement of
Pure reason ( logic )

Moving in the direction of the creation of pure man

With ( like the immune system of the body )

A BUILT IN healing mechanism ( Jesus )

That can be activated by MERE DECISION

( he who had ears to hear
Let him hear )

So
If you listen to the Word
The very act of listening

( triggered by your decision to listen / to hear )

Will reveal unto you a path toward healing

And an awakening notion of your true IDENTITY
and the truth that you were created

Out of LOVE
As LOVE
feeling LOVE

for the sake of LOVE

but !!

IT IS A CONSCIOUS DECISION
THAT MUST BE MADE TO EMBRACE THIS WORD

/////

This is as simple as I can express it in the absence of
Any feedback on the subject

••

Now

When I offered this simple truth to a depressed person
On this site I was roundly condemned

The gist of the complaint was that by offering advice
Concerning the depression

That I was violating her sacred right to be depressed
And to express her depression

I was told that

NO ! LIFE IS NOT OF THIS LOGOS

LIFE IS IRRATIONAL !

LIFE ( logos )
Is just something or other doing nothing in
Particular

Just ( you know ) something we gotta just put
Up with

Suffer thru and then we die

( THE VERY THOUGHT THAT CAUSES
ONE TO BE DEPRESSED ! )

and that she had written a poem she should be proud of

And we are all depressed

So ( hey !)

Let's all be depressed together !!

••

Now ( obviously )
NO ONE ACTUALLY SAID THIS

IN THESE WORDS !

But that's what they said

///////

And of course the depressed girl agreed with them

//

Now
I would say

The depressed girl was over -whelmed by the

Unity of the lies and the liars

And ...... (?)

And what ?

Now believes the best that can happen is that

Sometimes she will feel less depressed

And all her " friends "

Will continue to writes praises for her expressed depression

••

NO ONE ELSE EVEN SUGGESTED ANY SOLUTION

BUT STUBBORNLY MAINTAINED THAT THERE IS NO
SOLUTION

THAT THERE IS NO SPIRITUAL POWER

THAT NO DECISION ON HER PART CAN
CHANGE HER EXPERIENCE

THAT ANYONE WHO CARES ENOUGH
TO ATTEMPT TO CURE THE PERSON
IS TRYING TO CONTROL HER

THAT LITTLE

TOOTSIE -  GOOD - SHOES

Expressions of solidarity in the pain

Are the best she can get

And these good souls who are telling her

IT'S ALL RIGHT TO BE DEPRESSED
IT'S NOT A DANGEROUS CONDITION

JUST TRUST US !
WE KNOW !

Do know

••

So I end as I began

DO YOU TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY
FOR YOUR STATEMENTS ?

if so // good

If not // get out of the way

  •

I am not preaching god or religion

But I must say

( with absolutely no anger
But with heart felt concern )

That to deny the healing power

That to divert one from the understanding
Of this power

Is bad karma

REALLY BAD KARMA

(   there is someone really here  )

(          
(  
(
\/
/\
/    \

                                              Gentleness

##

We shall gather at the Midnight

We shall stay until the Dawn

•
•          
•                    •

All the meaningless stories !

Let us find the magic thread !

Let 's weave a new one of pure breath !

Let us end this mockery !

We are the kingdom of the world

Let us complete our destiny

••

•

The broken girls !

( Cursed into swine )

Become human beings

Once again !

//

And the tiny child survives !

//

Joy !

For all the baby girls and boys !

••


( & I )


••


There is no reason for the pain

spiritual Warriors !

(                                                  
•                              
)              
                                                                ­     )
                                                   •
                          (




death and pain

ALL AROUND !

is still simply

Death and Pain

( not reality )

•

                                                           ­             ask a soldier

••

We wander naked empty streets

Because every street is naked and empty

So we who would live go there

//

We do not kick in their doors and look for "savages" to ****

( though they are there )

IN TRUTH

------ < WE ARE THE " SAVAGES " > ----

AND WE ARE EVERYWHERE

//

there is but one energy & it is called the world

••

soul warriors

//

Children of the living dream

//

Dreamers that bring

LOVE everywhere

WE

//

we who remain

On the porch steps until dawn

We who never cease to sing

((                  Beneath the sacred               ))

Sun and Moon

and Stars in the Sky

((     ))

-----      And upon which saints and children play       -----

//

the water !

Life is merely love of life

and love is the gentleness of understanding

For the fragile hope that we have

To fulfill the purpose

Of the reason

We are here


••


I climb Logan mountain

Every day !

///

I am

LOGAN MOUNTAIN

!!

Everybody knows my Name

About what      ?

//

( ha ha )                  LOVE                 (ha ha )

//

••                   ••

He said he loved her but he didn't

But he said it to get laid

•

She knew it but pretended to believe him

Because she too wanted to get laid

Without seeming to be  a slutty babe

••

After a while he simply wanted to try

Someone else

She didn't care

She wanted to try someone else too

But she started to cry about being

" broken "

And all that crap

Cause she loved the attention !

•••

It took me awhile to figure this out

And now I too have learned not to give a **** about

Any of the ******* slopped around

Since you all are just  a bunch of *** addicts

Trading partners and making up fantasies

Or maybe just a bunch of pervs just *******

And talking to your fingers !

•

Who cares ?

//

How can one care since

Nobody is really out there