I held you sleeping shallow breathing

shallow life's and shallow graves

rafters creaking rodent's sneeking

ruining out of time to play

sun is rising not surprising

looks like its my time to go

maybe cupid wasn't lying

out the door ill never know

Laws flaws

Mans plains

Long pause

Wrong hands

Wake up

Shake up

Blood soaked makeup

Start to stay up

Watching day come

Terrorist world executives

Drones bombing the yokels

Resistances stay local

Thanks to yamamoto

Braking down I feel ill

Drowning in earths expanding gravity

Perpetual pain with nary a gain

In this gray scale faux calamity

Daring and dashing

My desperately splashing

Just keeping my head above sanity

So I believe my eyes as I look to the skys

To see satan in the clouds rolling extcy

Skin like milk in a tall clean glass

With eyes like green garnets and hair to her ***

Ruby in color like a flag in the breeze

Lips matching perfectly, posture a tease

No ring on the finger not a care in the air

I figured shed notice if I continued to stare

I slowly approached as if I had something to say

She looked me dead in the eyes and said no, not today

I'd have the woman but not the love

I'd have the smarts but not the wisdom

I'd have the finance but not the security

I'd want for nothing

I'd have nothing I need

I'd have nothing

I'd be empty

Ready, steady, aim and fire.

Cupids bow tossed on the pyre

Store the ashes six feet under

suspended in liniment

mixed with silver shavings salt and myrrh

on a glass pedestal in an open agate vessel

Tell me why

or ****

I'm tired of trying with you;

lets get drunk.

"all for the cookie"

No **** the nooky.

If all I wanted was some *** I'd have gone about it differently.

Why is love so hard to find?

*** is easier to get if you lie.

Why are women all ****** dimes.

Cuz they haven't learned to spot the honest man by the fact they don't like him...

To be queer as an Amber Spring Meadow

Yet heterosexual

Folks will talk about how much they miss me

Not bringing to mind

That they knew were to find me before now

Yet

Admittedly

Haven't seen me in ages

Intangible nothings

whispered from sweet lips

as they float to my ear

my mind pictures the kiss

like a swallows song swiftly

stands still in this frame

and forever ill remember

the first time we came

Broken, token, laugh it off and smoke then

Pass it off and joke man

Got another pope man,

Slow jam, grindin on a *** and

Oh and!, little did I know she was a big fan

This and find-that-shes-more-into, the kissn 'n' friskin

Maybe that or acting like a kitten,

  So smitten, brisk listen? ***** glistens, so minx like,

Hair, like the haze, of-a-tracer on fair night

Eyes pierce the soul, she'll see any lie comn

Even dumb men, dare-not-try

Have you seen her? you would know man, that's no lie

None compare, gotta stare and her home is the sky as she glides

Its-just-not-fair, how the ground lets her fly

As if the higgs field laments at her stride, a power outside of time,

A crowd slack jawed once shes by, some how I'm catching her eye,

Well-as-they-say-in-poker, guess ill just let it ride...

Something so simple

As a straight line drawn by nature

In the distribution of flora

Can be like a touch of magic

For better or worse

Pedigree of you with me

A brand new line of mad offspring

IQ, EQ , A slant to spring and bust the mold like anything

But not less before it came the shade

A far off spite ta invoke rage

Belittled a napoleonic wave

Our mustard seed, you're genophage

Sooth wist present by parantage

Uproots her list of heretics

I have been pulling back from the internet.

It gave me a place to be for so long

As a child I was afraid

To make a place for myself

In this topsy turvy world

However this place

Is succumbing to sickness

A progressive illnesses that has faced

Litraly every technology of its kind

Radio and Television before it

They will not die

They will decay

Ever more slowly ever less valuable

Ever more costly

In innumerable ways

I can no longer give myself to this place

I need to make room on the rock for us

The web is coming undone

As the earth welcomes us

To be her friend again

Or leave.

I need her but I'm not needy

I love her and she thinks I'm fake

Just not sure what I can tell her

My still trying's no mistake

To grow without limitations

One must have sufficient support

To never wonder how tall they have become

Good morning star child

Forgotten stillborn

Godfather cosmos

Crooked in kind

Writhe with the warming

Rise with swarming

Die with the storm

And better yet find

Typically mentally asymmetrical

Epiphany integrated Abigale's extremities initially

critical seconds few with my tongue tied mind denied guidance

verbose fractal matrix scrambling sacredly

searching solely for English vocabulary

mouth full of sand like id swallowed the Nile

dreams had shown me we as epoch scenes long prior, still

inside it, to live it, to feel it......

I missed it.

transcend all of this trying

there is no try, there's only do

and forget all of your wanting

you will have or you must chose

in the place of peace you'll find me

contemplating mortal stew

and from the bones of tyrants

I make bow strings with sinew

There's a darkness in me

I'm setting it free

It'll take more ***** than you can muster

To stand up to me