**** me

I don't trust me

maybe I'm rusty

shes just *****

*****

hate to look you in the shoes there lovely

lackin alternatives the shoes it be

rub me

filth to the core not unseen

unteen times past I felt bad plugging

and running

not scared of ****

its ******* is ******

a life oh

what seems to be life so

This ain't livin'

Marvin Gaye given

insight my sight unseen

unto the looking glass glean

maybe better off taken time to see

sorry not me

that whole waiting scene

I plead to gods on high be free

my soul tattered torn on the throne

all this time wasted holding on to the goal

just to throw

oh a life oh

what seems to be life so

This ain't livin'

Marvin Gaye given

cowardice a man who never felt fear

resin to live in this hell world imprisoned here

******* leaders

wish I had time

in a pile of *****, alone in the world, fillin in for atlas, who me? nah I'm fine.

I once knew a man was as tall as can be

so high so hi de hi **

took a puff on his joint and he calld down to me

oh hi high so high so hi **
  
with a tip of his hat he was of with a leep

so high he high de hi ***

with a nose gushing red and *** splintring

not high not high anymore

Not so cold under all that fir

Faust the crack ****'s life

Not so chumey under all that hurt

Kind madens of the night

"Choir of the sun chants inside the anti moon
Shockwaves rattle the Earth below with hymn of doom
Chilled rays freeze below the eye of silver sun
****** souls gather in valley of the evil one

Phantasmal specter of two worlds collide
Planetoid soaked in rays of electric light
Stoner caravan from deep space arrives
Rides on the suncraft toward the glowing eye

Walk with the cleric under eye of silver sun
****** souls gather in valley of the evil one
Choir of the sun chants inside the anti moon
Shockwaves rattle the Earth below with hymn of doom"

Hark verily my indignant venipuncture retrogression

Saudade anthropomorphic coveting empathic repression

Bask wholly in its self indulgent verbose serendipity

Happenstance to necromance enigmatic anonymity

Applied psychology catharsis my make believe aggression

no man starts in hiding there must be something from witch he hid

for all the words of love and longing stem from empathy we give

its not lintel are hearts are shattered stone to sand and sand to glass

we feel it best to guard are platter sweet the fruit concealed from pests

Typically mentally asymmetrical

Epiphany integrated Abigale's extremities initially

critical seconds few with my tongue tied mind denied guidance

verbose fractal matrix scrambling sacredly

searching solely for English vocabulary

mouth full of sand like id swallowed the Nile

dreams had shown me we as epoch scenes long prior, still

inside it, to live it, to feel it......

I missed it.