Lost
There is no left or right
Lost
If there is, its not in sight

I'm Lost
The only way is down
There is no way up
I'm Lost

Lost
Its nothing, nothing at all
Lost
Its nothing, nothing understandable

I'm lost
The words won't come out
They're stuck in the mouth
I'm lost

Lost
With a steady hand there could be more
Lost
But the steady hand is shaking

I'm lost
The tears don't come anymore
Nothing does, not even a glisten
I'm lost

Lost
A smile seems so easy
Lost
But it's asking the impossible

I'm lost
Alone and in silence
Unsure and disgraced
I'm lost

Lost
Outside? What is this?
Lost
Inside is all there is

I'm lost
A distraction seems necessary
But innevitably futile
I'm lost
Big words make things better
But the little ones hurt
I'm lost
No more, it's becoming unbearable
This can't Be the end
I'm lost

While I'm here
While I can see
With the world surrounding
Me as I'm **free

The weight
Is becoming too much
The air
Is becoming too thin
As I stare
It's your face I see
Growing
Growing in me

Climbing
Forever climbing
'Till we get to the top
I can feel
All the brids in the air
And it's getting
It's getting too much

Dramtic as it is
It's still not enough
Look at me
Stare at me
Tell me I'm dead

YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT I SEE
YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT'S INSIDE
YOU CAN TRY TO SAVE ME
BUT YOU'LL NEVER SUCCEED

Don't
Don't open the door
On the other side
Is more than you bargained for
Just leave me
Alone in this field
This entire melencholy
Is the next harvest's yield

JUST GO
Leave me alone
But please leave the door
Slightly ajar
Although the darkness is welcoming
All though it's embrace is tight
I still need the comfort
Of soft morning's light

As the day gets darker, so does the mind.
Slipping and tumbling, falling behind.
“Take one of these, one every day.
And tell those bad niggling feelings, they’re going to pay.”
“So with a snap and a crack, my life will be back?”
“But yes of course, that’s what I propose!
But come back here next month, and I’ll up the dose.”

Like a moth to a flame
Again and again
Incoming thoughts
I'm crosses and noughts
Feelings emotions and other such things
Flying around, the emptiness rings
Screaming at me, telling me to feel
Though none of it really, ever seems real
I want it to stop but I can only hit pause
In a black hole of nothing and trapped in it's jaws
Pulling me down when I want to soar
Keeping me trapped on the floor
Neglegted by all and treated by none
The ego, my feelings and more are all gone
And I'm left in the dark with nothing to say
But I need to get up, need to start the day