The color is gone
Vibrant yellows
Calming blues
They have disappeared
Even the blacks
Seemed to have changed
The world is dull and lifeless
Just like my hole of a soul
I'm in a valley
A valley like a bowl

I don't think it's you anymore
That is frightening
To think it'll never be anyone
Is absolutely terrifying....

There's only one her
It's all a blur
But I can't forget

Now someone gets to wake
Wake to her sleeping face
Kiss her to life
       The only her.

They get to fall in love
With all of her flaws
Hear all of her stories
Feel all of her worries

I feel despair
I just want to touch her hair
Will they know?
What is before them

A sensation on the lips
That I'll never feel again
Is placed upon them
Like it is nothing

To me it seems a sin
To ever forget.

Death is here
But you'll not fade
These memories
They will blaze
Love was not said
It was always there
All of the pain
Was worth your gain
Hearts here hurt
Because you're in the dirt

Take me back
To the mountains
From where I came
To forever stay

The place where I was forged
Most do not stray
For reasons you may not see
But we see our memories
Too prominent to ever leave

I know you're sick of me
Bright colors of the rainbow
And I see black
Why think of the good
When I'm so good at seeing the bad
Tell me you love me
Just so I can say you're lying
Stop telling me the truth
We both know I won't believe you
Why won't I ******* believe you?

Spinning shadows up above
Reflecting glares on all sides
Emptiness in these material things
Lies playing in front of me
Suicidal thoughts from this small screen
When I die
I'll die in this room