When dreams turns to dust,
When lies reveals the truth
And when truth becomes the lie
Echoing from a distance to the soul.
Survival of the past left behind.

The cry of the brave soldiers dying in vain.
The field of sorrow and only emptiness to abide.
The rules of the world that never last.
Conquering the world but the hunger never ends.
The blood of the innocence crying out for help.

Where would i be...if there is no tomorrow to cover my sins
And what if my prayers are just for a day to calm me down and hide me from
the shadow of the sun blaring on my foot at the front door
beneath the sky of thirst and hunger for what was not known..

Keep me away from the love I've lied.
Fade away like the morning stars
Epic of the dawn of fear on my soul
Keep me away from the lies of this life,
Fading of the faith that never lied.
Carry me and let me breath for the last time.
Wounded, but never died.

Stubborn.. carry me off from this life of sin.
Prisoners' of life that I can't denie...

Hide ma fear when the sun set.. n when everybody else went home..

Sometimes when you feel alone
Someday that I have to go
Not Through my hands
You can't keep looking down
All the things that we have done
Coz I'll be gone someday
To the land of no return

Don't you drop a tear and drown
Close the old chapter
Face the world as it is
Coz I won't come back home

This is a world of loneliness
All the pain that arise
I can't keep this on
To the front door

And now

Don't cry for me till the day
I'm going home to the land of the angels
Burry all my past, leave it all behind
Don't you think of me
Coz I'll be gone to the land of no return

You will never see me
Lying next to you
But I'll always be there
Guiding you right through
So, don't you cry anymore
Burry all the past
Leave behind the times
That ain't gonna help

There'll be times when you feel cold
Holding down what you got
But always remember that
I'm always there with you
My spirit will guide you through
Leading you off the cold

Let's pretend we're lovers tonight
Hold me close and be mine

Things I would've said but not done
Yesterday's gone... today we're late
Mysteries in our heart
That hurts us both

Wish yesterday again
Won't be late to show you all
Won't die like today I am
Differences, lets keep it for now
Complications, lets leave it all behind

Coz, tonight I'm yours
Don't think about tomorrow
Let the night decide
And be who we are......

Walking through the dark clouds of emptiness,
I gazed upon the stars in the sky
High up in the air, when my life was drifted away,
Far away from this world of sorrow
To the place I've never known.

There I saw a women in tears,
With her knees on the floor
And her hair hanging down her shoulder.
Her eyes filled with pain and the fear inside,
The agony from her face,
The fear from her weak body,
The cry from her heart,which were never heard.
The blood she shed, were all dried
Which were never felt.

Not knowing what my heart bleed for,
I face myself to the mirror.
Nothing more do I saw
Then the emptiness out of me,
The thirst for what was not known.
A knight with a broken soul.
An angel in dispair.
The lies behind the thruth.
Faith that were trounce
Eroded by the seasons of life.
The fear which were never known.
The strength which betrayed the mind.

I heard a drop of water from a distant
When i drift my mind off the soul.
Nearer when I face
Fainting, do the sound gets.
My eyes were folded from the light to gain.
The weakness I hate,
Are now my strength to acquiant me which were never known.
I cut of my sight to gain the light.
But the dops were still apart, waiting for a life to hold them.
The love that were departed
Were only what my hate cries for.

Then my soul was given back to me.
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If Im ever going to let you go,
I will bury all the pain we had,
The places we've been,
The laughter and all the joy,
The rising sun and the enduring rain across our lives.
The sound of love in our hearts,
The sound of your name written in my heart,
The stars that we paint under the lovers moon,
the cry of love ringing in my ears...
And most of all...
I'd rather leave this life and free myself from the pain which will
never be the same again.
i miss you.. wish we could be together.

Bury your fears, and let it go..
don't hold back, catch the blowing winds and ride towards the sun..
let the pain strengthen your soul..
hold on to the train of your faith...
Leave the past coz its not worth regretin' to drag you down from the beauty of this life...  
take a breath and fly like an eagle spreading thy wings to reach the freedom bell...
coz in the end ...what you believe is what you get...

A paper in black
Filled with a pen, pouring out the pain.
The cry of a thousand years
The warmth of this life
No more stretched into the spine.
Dried leaves on the ground with no life to give,
The desperate cry leaves you with a deaf ear.

You search and cry
But you won't see through the other side
The lies of this life will fade you away

When emotions torn out this life
Tried to run but ain't that easy
Only to loose yourself and crumble down on your knees again.

I couldn't face it just I know that I can't take it  anymore

Free like the water; but life is like a water at the palm of your hand

They say that everything have a reason
Will it be worth living waiting for the reason
But what if I rest my soul and never know the reason

I'm a prisoner of myself