A paper in black
Filled with a pen, pouring out the pain.
The cry of a thousand years
The warmth of this life
No more stretched into the spine.
Dried leaves on the ground with no life to give,
The desperate cry leaves you with a deaf ear.

You search and cry
But you won't see through the other side
The lies of this life will fade you away

When emotions torn out this life
Tried to run but ain't that easy
Only to loose yourself and crumble down on your knees again.

I couldn't face it just I know that I can't take it  anymore

Free like the water; but life is like a water at the palm of your hand

They say that everything have a reason
Will it be worth living waiting for the reason
But what if I rest my soul and never know the reason

I'm a prisoner of myself

Walking through the dark clouds of emptiness,
I gazed upon the stars in the sky
High up in the air, when my life was drifted away,
Far away from this world of sorrow
To the place I've never known.

There I saw a women in tears,
With her knees on the floor
And her hair hanging down her shoulder.
Her eyes filled with pain and the fear inside,
The agony from her face,
The fear from her weak body,
The cry from her heart,which were never heard.
The blood she shed, were all dried
Which were never felt.

Not knowing what my heart bleed for,
I face myself to the mirror.
Nothing more do I saw
Then the emptiness out of me,
The thirst for what was not known.
A knight with a broken soul.
An angel in dispair.
The lies behind the thruth.
Faith that were trounce
Eroded by the seasons of life.
The fear which were never known.
The strength which betrayed the mind.

I heard a drop of water from a distant
When i drift my mind off the soul.
Nearer when I face
Fainting, do the sound gets.
My eyes were folded from the light to gain.
The weakness I hate,
Are now my strength to acquiant me which were never known.
I cut of my sight to gain the light.
But the dops were still apart, waiting for a life to hold them.
The love that were departed
Were only what my hate cries for.

Then my soul was given back to me.
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When dreams turns to dust,
When lies reveals the truth
And when truth becomes the lie
Echoing from a distance to the soul.
Survival of the past left behind.

The cry of the brave soldiers dying in vain.
The field of sorrow and only emptiness to abide.
The rules of the world that never last.
Conquering the world but the hunger never ends.
The blood of the innocence crying out for help.

Where would i be...if there is no tomorrow to cover my sins
And what if my prayers are just for a day to calm me down and hide me from
the shadow of the sun blaring on my foot at the front door
beneath the sky of thirst and hunger for what was not known..

Keep me away from the love I've lied.
Fade away like the morning stars
Epic of the dawn of fear on my soul
Keep me away from the lies of this life,
Fading of the faith that never lied.
Carry me and let me breath for the last time.
Wounded, but never died.

Stubborn.. carry me off from this life of sin.
Prisoners' of life that I can't denie...

Hide ma fear when the sun set.. n when everybody else went home..