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Jenna Oct 2015
I am the result of a cheap bottle of wine
and a string of stupid decisions.
The misconception born when a maiden met a monster
and cursed herself with a kiss in the dead of night.
I am a living, walking, breathing mistake,
evidence of a horrendous ***** up to be hidden.
The very idea of my unintended existence sent you off,
running like the coward you were and still are to me.
I am the product of a broken and temporary affair,
the proof that love turns toxic and results in flaws.
The first person to hurt you should never be
the one who was supposed to first love you.
Therefore, I beg the question: What is your excuse?
Jenna Oct 2015
Welcome to this institution,
high school is a magical place.
You’ll leave with fantastic memories
and a genuine smile on your face.

A 4.0 GPA is not unattainable.
Believe us, you can balance it all.
A student will get plenty of sleep
and won’t have a breakdown come next fall.

The friendships you create in this building
are ones you’ll cherish your entire life.
Nothing but respect will flow here.
You’ll never be stabbed in the heart with a knife.

The standardized tests will matter in ten years,
write your answers neatly in ink.
These scribbled bubbles are really essential,
they’re fair to the many ways to think.

This is not a biased system,
the dress code applies to girls and boys.
Cheerleading uniforms are not exempt,
you will be treated like more than just toys.

Everyone in this school is equal,
no one’s treatment is unfair.
It doesn’t matter how different you are
suffering is not something you’ll have to bear.

Welcome to this institution,
high school is a magical place.
It’s four fantastic years of your life,
good luck finishing this race.
Jenna Oct 2015
He's following me,
I see him over my shoulder.
Beside me.
In front of me.
I wish I could escape,
but his words fill the air.
He's following me
and I can't run any faster.
He's here.
Love is a terrible game,
but hate is a worse one to play.
Jenna Aug 2015
english teachers detest me
because i never capitalize my i’s
but they never once bothered
to come and ask me why

uppercase is a privilege
at least, it is in my mind.
it’s reserved for war heroes
or a painter who is blind

i have done nothing remarkable
i have hardly even tried
everything good i’ve done
is eventually cast aside

why do i deserve an uppercase?
or for that matter, why do you?
we’ve done plenty of bad
when there’s plenty of good to do

english teachers detest me
because i never capitalize my i’s
but i will have reason to someday
and i hope that is not a lie
Jenna Apr 2015
The little boy stood up
and dusted the chalk from his knees and wrists
and he admired the drawing on the pavement.
Chalk dust had smeared and danced in the wind
while he looked at his tree and the blue sky behind it.
When another boy, a bigger one rode by
and let his bicycle tire cut through the center.
The boy laughed at the little one
and the little one cried.

The boy drew with careful concentration
and Crayola crayon gripped tightly in his small hand
while he colored in a coloring book to make the unnatural possible.
Another girl laughed and tore his page out
saying that pigs weren’t blue and grass isn’t orange.
Everyone snickered and pointed
and the little boy snatched it back and tossed it into his backpack,
ashamed.

The teenage boy painted carefully across his canvas
and let the blue paint drip like pieces of the sky
as he created the ocean waves and swells
and his classmates laughed at him because he wanted to paint
and not play games and the boy had stopped caring,
had stopped hearing the laughter.

The man hung his canvas on the wall
of a fine and elegant gallery
and people came and stared in awe at his creations
and no one laughed or pointed
and he didn’t feel ashamed.
He only heard praise
and now he was laughing.
Jenna Mar 2015
When the war to end them all began
She was nine years old to the day
And that week, in the dark of night
the soldiers took her father away.

There was no way he could stay he said
He had to go and fight
So he could make a far off country safe again
And make everything alright.

They looked up at the stars above
And he made a promise to ease the pain.
He’d gaze upon the moon in the sky
And know his little girl saw the same.

When the train departed that evening
To her mother’s arm she clung
And while she listened to the train rattle away
The moon brightened where it hung.

The ink ran from his letters
That they received once week.
The words he wrote made him sound brave
but really he felt meek.

When the war to end them all intensified
She was ten years old to the day
And that week, in the dark of night
The Grim Reaper took her father away.
Jenna Mar 2015
Rocking in the rocking chair
passing time
going nowhere

idle dreams wait
in the corners of my mind
collecting dust
collecting remnants I have lost

rocking in the rocking chair
forward, backward
going nowhere

— The End —