The heart is broken
The dark swallows
All that is left
Words that were spoken
The rest will follow
Like emotional theft

Symphonies of destruction
Have raided us
Annihilate the peace
Words are banal notions
Of half dead masses
Half-slaughtered

Save yourself
The comfort
of Denying the reality
Your demons shall all
Be laid bare now
The frailty of banality

Unruffled,
those feathers tell me
how rough its all been
But it can never be
can never be,
the same again

Disastrous
Your skin is so cold
Take away
All you're told
How can it ever be
Can it ever be
the same again

A silence in the breeze
A hope thats reeled
Just a steely mime
But I have no regrets
No regrets
This time

Here lay the souls of the dark
Under the deadly nightshade
Here the fair are sundered apart
Doomed are those who tarry

Sleeping under the Sorcery
The Necromancer is biding
A living desolation
The brave and the fair are falling
Here lay the foes of life

Shivers pass through
Your every breath
Uncontrollable fear
Nothing is clear

Shivers pass through
Your every thought
You could run away
You could stop and stare

Slow-mo sickness
Know all the grains of sand
Repetitiveness
Destiny in your hand

Shivers pass through
Your every word
Soul-stained, taint
Incoherent and quaint

The requiem for your soul
The corkscrew of words
The iron, wrinkle your folds
The messenger of dreams
The insider, the mole

Your repose from the turmoil
The engine of your love
The labour of your toil
Your eternal defender
The rescuer of despoil

All I ever was
All I ever will be
All you need
I am all you need

Old knees creaking
Never really running and never giving in
And their souls are screaming
For the graves beckoning

Deep in the hearts of flowers
Where the fragrances lie dormant still
There are burning desires
Where shadows flirt
And minds still deny
A destiny unfruitful

And that is where my heart does lay
Where your feet walked upon the earth
And your smile rushed through the mirth
And that is where my heart does lay
Where your fragrance still is felt
And your lips touched mine
And no war will erase this memory

What do I do?
With all these thoughts
They run around in this room
Where I fear their doom
What do I do?
Of the quiet ravages
These savages cut me inside
Where lies a deep divide

Thousand words
Dumber than space itself
The beast lies still
As the beauty dies

Remember when you said
You'd remember me forever
And here I am stuck forever
In this painful void
Where I fear my doom
What do I do?
Of the quiet ravages
These savages cut me inside
Where lies a deep divide

Thousand words
Dumber than space itself
The beast lies still
As the beauty dies

A sparkle in the heavens
Sundry lives, no destination
But your very incarnation
And nothing else mattered
But you and I

A bewitching atmosphere
Crying out, as my heart did
I was no longer morbid
'Cause nothing else mattered
But you and I

Questions of existence
Lovers inane
What do they matter if we stood together
Dislodged conscience
Finally sane
What do they matter if we stood together

Together we row
Below the thousand suns
And the sea of the homecoming
The coming of the loved ones

The eternity predisposed
To let its wrath out too
I cannot live without you
For nothing else mattered
But you and I

Your faithful betrayal
Of love and all its colors
Your truthful denial
Of hurt and all the stumbles

Your fight against the world
Your fight for us
As you went against the world
Your fight for us
Lay in shambles
Just as your heart did
Just as my heart still does

I surrendered ere long
To this sweet misery
And sweeter despair belongs
To our story

Your ferocious cherishing
Of life and its ecstasy
Your eternal anamnesis
Of you and me

Your fight against the world
Your fight for us
As you went against the world
Your fight for us
May not have saved us
Neither our serendipity
Neither our inseperableness

Rivets of words
Like swords in a gunfight
Silence roars
Like love, without light
A singularity
of frightful might
Ravages the desert
and storms the memories, in
That little backyard of your own

Stories you shall tell
of places far and near
Reminiscence is cute
But it won't last, dear
A billion sparks
Drive you close to tears
Won't I wonder, whats inside
closing your eyes, its
That little backyard of your own

Denial is just a game
Still you run forever
Looking back again
A dreadful fever
Nobody wants to die
Nobody can live forever
Won't you hold my hand
For a moment, in
That little backyard of your own

Tied to the train tracks
Sometimes its impossible
To walk away
To run away

Caught between the headlights
Sometimes its impossible
To look away
To fly away

Darkness makes mockery
Out of all your suffering
Beaten black and blue
Always forgetting
Yet never forgiven

Shaped by destiny
Way out of here
Is a place where you lay
And sacrifice yourself
But its not here
You're immortal here
Except for the beasts
Carrion for the late
Game for the devils
Epitome of hate

Wingless tragedies
Sometimes its impossible
To cry away
And to deny

It can never matter, how I feel
now and then
Its all about you
and always has been

Remember the warmth
Of my love,
Never forget
The things that you said

Tears fall
and hearts break
Love crumbles
But is never dead

It can never matter, what I say
now and then
Its all about you
and always has been

Hold the bright side of the moon
Never surrender
But to yourself
The rekindling fire

Mighty callings of the world
Never believe
But in yourself,
The force of nature

It can never matter, where I am
now and then
Its all about you
and always has been

The smell of burning and sparks around
The rumble rolling through the heart
You knew it always from the start

Silent whispers from near and far
Songs of love, songs bemoan
Songs about the brightest star
Songs of you and me and us
And long lost love, which is alone
In that little something in your heart

Let fear blow away from you
As you let the waves wash over
As you go flying over

The brilliant stars beneath your feet
They beckon you, they call you now
The wind at the corner of your street
The shadows of the moonlit trees
They beckon you, they call you now
To that little something in your heart

Punch the walls in desperation
I'm just another one
Another one of the walking dead
There's no hope, no consolation

Screaming at the emptiness
And wondering of a million ways
Of a million ways
That I could make you understand

As the storm came
I ran as fast as I could
I left you behind
I ran into the darkness
Where the skies are starless
Where our dreams turned to ashes

The seeds of love were washed away
On my dead knees I walked away
I walked away
Away from all I ever had

The rains only brought despair
Yet all your smiles were in my head
Were in my head
That I could hang on to forever

As the storm came
I ran as fast as I could
Yet here I am now
Take me away from this darkness
Save me from my regrets
Let our dreams rise again

Scream out
with my brave heart
on the edge
Inside, a rage

Perception,
is unworthy itself
judged to death
Stop smokin' ****

Tick tock
A bomb inside
Fall apart, the second you look at me
A billion suns rage in my heart
Poseidon roars in my head
Worlds fall apart
And we're back to the start

Still learning what to say
What to feel and what to wear
Deranged and damaged goods we are

Like madmen running naked wild
Like old men trying to play with fire
Deranged and damaged goods we are

A Generation in a haze
All our dreams have been tased
Too many noises all around
Too many hearts broken abound

Running and jumping
We're just desecrating
The flesh and blood in the fire
Screaming and shouting
We're just all repeating
The anthems of denial

A generation in a haze
All our dreams have been chased
Too many noises all around
Too many hearts broken abound

Like psychopaths defile
Like those in pain who smile
Deranged and damaged goods we are

Like demented empty shells
Like a living regret
Deranged and damaged goods we are

See you're thinking
Remembering the old
The loving
and the untold
Stories,
Forgetting
A moment I didn't miss
I couldn't help but kiss
The last remainder you were
In my head you are
In my heart you were

Stars reposition
to bring the
already happened
long lost cadaver
Lets stall the inevitable
The longing indubitable
The longing insufferable
The last remainder you were
In my head you are
In my heart you were

Come under this shield of mine
Hold on so very tight
Excruciation may turn you down
Though you may go back in time

The seeds of frustration around your feet
Let go of all but this shield
Embracing all but this defeat
Let go of all but this shield

Never ask what you'd never tell
Come as close as you might
You might still turn the night down
Holding back, you never fell

Raindrops falling down on us
All I have now is my shield
Fueled up by my desires
All I have now is my shield

Fires want to consume you
And I would gladly burn down now
Taking your miseries out of town
Can't let you feel the blue

Demons and Gods and everything else
Nothing can touch you now
My heart, My shield won't let you down

As fast as your death nears
Fate loomed over
As the rain of innocent tears
Shadows recover
And the undertow of the pain
Brings you back

No need to see
But to smell the ashes
And the pain you feel
As the dream crashes
And yet you feel
That small insignificant heartbeat
Those lotus flowers yet unfurled
Those fearless survivors
Those lights around the street

As warm as the summer seas
Love took over
As the winds softly tease
Death recovers
Fake contemptuous voices
Hold you back

Waking up again
An ache inside your chest
Yet nothing compares
And after the rest
Is what you feel
That small insignificant heartbeat
Those eyes that haven't been opened
Those hearts that haven't beaten
Those determined survivors
That life inside the beat

As fierce as the bee sting
Revolution took over
As the final homecoming
Life recovers
And you are free
Nothing can hold you back

When the sun stops shining
And the thunder starts
When the winds start blowing
And the hope departs

Stones and ashes, blood and bones
All remains buried and broken
Walking necropolises
And seemingly lovestruck zombies
Loving in despair
**** your heart before you love
Loving in despair

When the seas stop grinding
And sickness arrives
When the orbits dwindling
Shall all collide

Cruel and despondent slaughter
Ritually cannibalistic
Talking brevities of pain
And seemingly awestruck corpses
Loving in despair
**** your heart before you love
Loving in despair

When the stars are exploding
And the dreams shatter
When the trees stop flowering
And the Earth denies all

Stifling my sorrow
Cold to the bone
Slow stoked fire burning
Through the hell below
Turning back I think
It was only a tomorrow
In my head

As the tempest whispered in my ears
Foretold of the impending doom
I looked at your fair face
And I knew, whatever the shadow
Together we'll embrace
And I knew, whatever the fate
Together we'll lay to rest

Reminiscence floods
The earth kissing
your feet caressing her
On all the flowers
And all the thorns
Turning back I think
It was only a tomorrow
In my head

Hard to forget but its hard to stop
As fate cuts a way open
The walls are always broken
The windows are always shattered
But she had held on to you
The doors are always open
But she had held on to you

As my memories fade
Eternal damnation awaiting
As I lose myself here
I never will lose you
Never again
Turning back I think
It was only a tomorrow

Its all in my head
In my head after all

Dreams don't let you sleep
Dreams won't keep you awake
A silent decision
For you to make
A revelation lies in wait


Faraway worlds of wonders
Faraway worlds of hopes
But one decision
For you to make
A revelation lies in wait


Balanced on a see-saw
Your soul untarnished
Imminent death awaits
For all established
For it cannot wait
It works on fallacies
Fallacies about fate
About love and hope
About blood and hate.

On another day
like a feather in a cloudless sky
I'll run, as I've never run
I'll do, as I've never done
Things from my heart
My innermost desire
Wishes of the liar


You have been denying
The thoughts millionfold
Running amok
'Cause you never jump up high
'Cause you never fly in the sky
Reality is reserved
The cautious denier
Wishes of the liar


Deem it unsavory
Words don't do justice
for such a feeling
Stop and stare, beyond the stars
Stop and stare, its yours, its ours
Live a future
Of love-stoked fire
Wishes of the liar

Blinding flashes
I know them now
They are your sparks
Baby, they are your sparks

You sparkle
at night and in light
You wonder
But I shiver
in awe and in fright

You've stunned
my unshakeable beliefs
You've loved
this moronic relief
You rose
when I fell
You fought
And I can tell
Those shivery thoughts
From dreams apart
I know them now
They are your sparks
Baby, they are your sparks

The brilliance of your stalwart smile
The moonlight on which your feet tread
Though I may bend or I may walk
A thousand miles beneath the sea
Where my love stayed, frightened of
Of missing you and misery

And all those stupid memories
That you ever gave to me
Had meant I loved you more and more
Till it became an ecstasy

You've revived
My long lost dreams
You've loved
This stone cold fiend
You rose
When I fell
You fought
And I can tell
Those shivery thoughts
From dreams apart

I know them now
They are your sparks
Baby, they are your sparks

That silence crept up behind you
And you didn't have a chance
Unfailingly it shall remind
The seas you've crossed
The times when greed made you blind

Stopping round the corners where
You find some missing parts around
Where you find these lovers abound
That is when you know it all
And you just go stop and stare

One hand up and one hand down
Scooping up the stories around
I've got them in a bag inside
While I twist fate in a frown
Gathering all the dreams inside

That the story left incomplete
And left you wondering
What might have been and what may be
The skies you've seen
The times of utter frivolity

Strange creatures all making homes
Light and dark all make it gray
Calling you for a permanent stay
That is when you don't realise
And your heart still roams

One hand up and one hand down
Searching all the hearts around
I've got them in a bag inside
While I twist fate in a frown
Gathering all the dreams inside

In a rapture, you just forget
You sway and tumble in a haze
Startled you keep steady yet
You want to stay eternally awake
Till your dreams would let

Over the storm and rocks you swam
Till you find the place you want
Its as though fate brought you here to taunt
As you don't have all whom you love
Was it all a ******* scam?

One hand up and one hand down
Keep gathering the stardust around
I've got them in a bag inside
While I twist fate in a frown
Gathering all the dreams inside

A palace on the clouds
A dream on my skin
A love unaffordable
A life in my rein

Shallow doubts
on the existence
I know not who I am
A part of the resistance


Anyone can run
Some may still fight
But I shall stop
Jump off the horizon
A sea of serenades
Awaiting my return
A time of waiting
A time to mourn


Break a glass ceiling
emblazon the heart
With a wail of the proud
A never-ending run
A forlorn start
A piece of the brave
A piece of the strong

She fought for you
A ride despicable
And you saw the truth
The truth undeniable
In her womb lie mysteries
Mysteries of love
Love and hate


She whispers
In slow shallow words
The song of a mother
The lullaby
She whispers
In the toughest times
The song of a defender
The warcry


She taught you fear
Fear from your own demons
Fear of the depravities
Fear, that makes you dead
She taught you love
Love for all the things
Love for the unkind
Love, that makes you alive


So sing for her
For not just her pride
For its her life

Tides of the seas
Of the long lost rebellions
and
Tides of the
Tempest around you and me


The skies had surrounded me
But now all that is left are ashes


I remember when you said
I never understood what you meant
Though whispers flew near my heart
Taking me all the way back to the start


Tides of the seas
Of the lovelorn islands
and
Tides of the
Tempest around you and me


And even though as final as death may seem
I can yet wait an eternity

You're the half-sun,
in the sea and in the sky
so behind a vessel of clouds
You make rainbows

You're the half-sun,
drifting through the shallow seas
go over and under, and over
spray your light and run

You're the one half-sun
in a sea of stars
your might and your heart
You're the one, the one half-sun