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Jillyan Adams Jun 2011
The skeleton sat in his chair,
legs crossed nicely at the knees,
head tilted back
and eyes
somehow closed.

He pressed a cold cloth to the
bare
bone
of his forehead and sighed
the sound of
emptiness.

He was quite lovely,
the white of his limbs unencumbered
by dusty flesh,

and seemed to know it,
his form reposed in the
chair like a
throne.

He acknowledged me without
Looking.
And spoke.

He didn’t tell me what it
was like
to die.

He didn’t explain
the sensation of
skin and strong muscle and
***** tissue
rotting, falling away,
consumed
by the vermin
of the
earth.

His words were brief, for his
jaw was unused
to such
human
movements. But he said to me
a few precious simplicities.
And then left me to
wither away.

“A truth: To be human is to be
Heavy.
To be dead is to be
Light.
But when goes the weight of
Beating hearts,
So leaves the substance
Which
Gives death itself
Meaning.”
Jillyan Adams Jun 2011
When I turned ten, I knew
The world was mine
With the
Sparkling, dew-kissed branches
And hazy,
Laughter-warmed nights.

When I turned fourteen, I thought
The world would be handed
To me.
The high confidence eyes and
Brand name cell phones
Telling
Me what was what and
Who
I was.

When I turned twenty, I knew
The world never could be
Mine. I
Lost myself
In the cubicles and textbooks
That were written
And built with
The names
Of the mighty
Shadows
Under whom I’d
Always live.


When I turned twenty-six,
I was married.
And the world became mine again.


When I turned twenty-seven,
The world turned too.
And closed the palms
That held my childhood.
Sealed the lids that had watched
Over my adolescence.
Re-opened the mouth that echoed
My nothingness.
And left me to sit here and
Despair at the odds
Of your eyes opening
Again.

— The End —